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Just another day

today really got diaroheer (dunnoe to spell) lol... so damn bloody irritating!! wake up aready.. i kena liao.. stay in toliet like half hour in the morning.. almost late for skool.!! haha... than today i relief kenny for parade commander.. i sacred i kena strike when i giving command only.. hehe.. lucky never kena.. ya yesterday principal came to my class talk abt shi lin.. cause he seems to be not okie.. he must be stressed up or something wasn't just right... than i told the principal that the problem wif him is that .. he just need a good fren.. who can really be like a partner wif him.. cause he dosen't seem to be mixing well wif the ppl in my class... i noe him well cause of ncc.. my assistant doh.. even he wasn't there when i needed help.. its okie la... i know he trying his best.. and he always want to give his 100% .. he is strong and smart... but than dunnoe why he suddenly stressed up now.. soo worried why he like that..
than today in class.. i was talking to my other frens abt him.. cause he change his seating place.. my frens were asking me when my another fren who sat behind him cry.. than i say i dunnoe.. than suddenlly he turn to me and said " you think i acting is it ming?? " than i was like ????????????????????? lol.. than he turn back.. and kept looking at me.. as though i done something wrong or wad.. aiya... than he apologise to me and my fren.. than i said relax mate!! than he walk out the class and talk to my teacher... its no point making him go treatment or wad.. HE JUST NEED A FRIEND!! i want to be his friend.. not because of sympanthy or wad.. because he is smart!! can learn from him!! than can study together wad.. which is a good idea i guess?? lol.. i talk to him abt other things too.. like computers or music.. he is those very hands on type .. also those serious study type.. i hope my relationship with him wun driffed away... i just dun wan to see my fren being like this.. i just can't bear to see him ending out like that.. den now he sitting near to me .. hope i can help him.. =) also i met the principal after skool.. she ask me abt him.. than i said he is okie.. than my principal say that he will approach to me if he needs help.. than hope i can really help him..

hope things will work out! =) after skool went to sell fruits to teacher.. lol.. sell banana,grapes and lychee... haha... look so lame selling fruits.. like i cannot get enough money like that.. haha.. than after that i went home to jam wif daniel.. haha.. he kepy playing chirstian songs.. even i am not a christian.. i like the songs.. haha.. really.. its nice music =) than i play the songs wif him.. after playing music i got tired.. than i start writing my blog la.. cause like so long nver update hehe...okie okie la.. enough talkin crap!! haha..

busy these few days 

hell been since a while typing in my blog.. =) just woke up only.. later must go BBQ at west coast part.. for one of the ncc gal part c bdae lol... i now still very tired .. like very lazy to go.. but i aready agree to meet the rest.. well... i guess i still have to go.. dicky comming to my house today also thats why! haha... the pic was taken ard apirl or march.. having photo taking session for my band haha.. so far now i still dun really get to play keyboard in my band.. guess i have to really train very hard on my keyboard ... the song i learning now is coldplay yellow.. so if i master this song.. i can play wif my band aready hehe... aiya... i now wan to make a band that can really make good music.. by the way i look it now.. not everyone is motivated enough either.. espcially hisham.. aiya.. i got to kick him out somehow .. cause he dosen't have the burning disire to make music... daniel now have been improving since than.. but he joins another band also in my band.. then now i also dunnoe where he wants to be.. it would be a huge impact if he leaves... now we just train up our skills... after my n levels.. i wanna start making music aready... cause it really has been wat i wanted to do always... a music composed and when ppl listen.. and alot of them will like it.. one of the thing that i can't do in my life now is to bring up the moral and shake everyones bud.. i will prove to the world one day.. cause i tried talking infront of ppl b4.. they would just keep quiet .. and now i noe.. i can't speak wif my words.. i will speak wif my music the next time... i am not really a good speaker in a crowd.. maybe i am nervous or wad.. i dunnoe .. lets see abt that.. now also been trying hard to study ... in class now more focus .. haha.. okie la.. so far it has been good for me =) 

haha taken before june holidays.. those were the days when councillors still must wear ties haha... i wasn't doing my duty.. rather spend time wif frens in the hall chat chat haha =) 

Today seems very fast.. wahh LAsT DAY!! tml skool!! must start studying aready... well today woke up a ard 8 plus.. watch the malmsteen guitar video.. lol its damn cool!! i try out the hot licks.. damn bloody nice.. never imagine i could play a few of his hot licks.. then i play play until 12 plus.. then i relise i was to suppose to practice my keyboard.. cause my teacher comming tml!! wahh.. my scaling still like shit!! damn it.. i think tonite no need to sleep aready.. do my skoolwork plus practice... tml somemore must give command in parade square!!! wahh i never try b4.. cause last time in hall.. i hope i am loud enough... then ard 1 plus i went out wif my family to eat at jurong point... then bought BaD Blood Vcd wrestling haha... i only watch one match.. the match is like 1 hour?? wahah .. i watch until i sleep then wake up only see the last part... i feel i din done much today!! aiya... maybe because of my stupid camps... then i bring the ps2 into my room just now.. the graphic SUPERB!!! cause the tv is better wad.. haha.. just change it last nite.. aiya.. i still got better things to do wan acutally.. i still haven clean my room.. in a big big mess.. i still haven pack my skool bag... still haven whiten my shoes.. wah.. can die aready... somemore tml.. i must go ginza repair my specs... then go home striaght away practice my keyboard... i hope i make it on time... please.. haha... now aready want to dinner.. can smell the TOM YAM SOAP haha... so strong my mother cookin.. can't wait to eat... :p~~ anyway just now i tink i discover one nice song.. its anthem of the dying day.. think so only.. wah i very fast forget.. damn it.. nvm nvm.. .one day will find back... i lazy to type aready.. so tired.. somemore i got nothing else to say.. wat i noe that today i wasted MY TIME!!!!

ming guitarist! =) 

hello!! wahh.. today finally finish my camp the whole week!! YEs YES! YEs!! monday until wed got ncc camp.. then thursday until today can student council camp... IT SUCKSS!!!! i hate student council.. being treated like dog under the the EXCO=ASSHOLES!!! even i sec 4 want to pass out aready.. still put us the same as sec 2 and 3 .. .really boils my bloody MIND!!! arh... i just wanna leave the council asap .. can't stand them... big F!@$Kers... anyway wanna go play soccer now!!! yea yuea!! fun fun !! yea. .ahaha.. also finally got my phone back from those F!@#kers who took my phone yesterday.. really can't stand em... think they big F(@k! wtf i dun give a damn abt u all anymore.. i am not a idiot get it? watever it is.. i tell u kids!! i rather walk!!! >=( ahh gtg liao... type maybe later tonite! =) ROCK ON!!!

ming 

hello.. my blog seems dead for the past few months haha.. okie okie... many many many things have happen to me during those moments.. alot of sadness but i manage to overcome it and make life better =) well today had a crazy day.. cycled to west coast park wif my frens to prepare for the outing during ncc camp.. then we went there and play the playground.. there is one thing there that u hold on the pole then u will spin like mad dog.. non stop!!! wahh... until now i still can feel it!! big headach... lol... okok back to wat happen to me... ya since i stop writing my blog.. life had really great as i can say... whenever there is trouble happening to me i manage to overcome it ... even i had my chances of relationship being offer i just can't simply take it cause i am not confident abt it... and also on the other hand i got to chat wif ellice agian... the last time i chat wif her was last year.. and this year after nearly haf a year.. i manage to chat wif her agian.. its like a total diffrent person i knew her a year ago... maybe i wasn't bothered to noe abt her well enough last year.. okie i am so sorry for her cause i was like ignoring her and only cared abt my own things.... ya.. now then i relise how stupid i was .. now i got to know her well and i never regreted knowing her..=) in fact i should be greatful.. its like someone u thought that will never be the girl that u ever dream off.. since this year.. i started relising that i was wrong abt her all along since last year... she is the one i dreamt of everynight.. one of the main thing that she attracted my attention was her passion for music.. i was soo impress and she also had a same dream as mine.. infact wat i dreamt for a girl who will support me during my career.. infact .. ellice is even better than that.. she herself wan to share the same career as me.. i relise that everyone has something special in them which they could be very useful.. just the matter of us wanting to use the special tools or not.. and being forced not to use it by the ppl around yur life everyday agianst you is one of the hardest stage of life that you have to face.. with the power of believing u can acheive can overcome this stage of life.. this is the only one of the many reason why i think that she is the one.. she has the characters,the charmness, the ability and heart =) if your reading this .. no offence.. =) i just wan to be ture to myself when i refesh my mind abt my happenings... one of the reason why i feel more motivated and do think twice of wat i do is because of her.. even i never talk or met her before.. the way she talks is totally diffreny.. even wif just now words we know each other.. i can feel it.. the wind you can't see it.. you can only feel it.. i really that hope one day we can really each other in person.. waiting for the chance to happen is worth it.. even the odds are agianst me sometimes.. i will never fall and fail to acomplish my destiny..
and yea.. i also went to the EIC camp few weeks ago.. 4 days.. it was a camp there u never imagine of how much it can really change yur life.. it first of all make me stronger to believe in wat i am doing and how to make business.. and now i dun get easily fear... i will take every chances i have as they dun come easily.. even i may be small in the camp someone who dosen't learn much.. i dun imply it by showing ppl..i imply it rite to myself to keep me going... i will give what all i got when i start.. the time haven't really come yet... i will start when i can feel it.. even many ppl think i am over confident.. they are worried for me.. come on!! i need to do things confidently... in order to be confident i must do alot of work.. it dosen't come soooo easily... no one will shatter my dreams.. cause i noe wat i fight for.. so far since after my mid-year i was happy and sad abt my results.. and i am going to really study for my prelim and n levels !! i can do it! yes yes i can... after believing in wad i can do.. its time for action! i hope that one day it will come through=)
now i still having headach.. i hope i din type rubbish or anything.. cause i really wan to update my blog... haha okok i stop now.. my head soo painful!!

after all the blogs i have made.. i still think that blogspot is still the best =) ... all i ever wanted was a nice blog where i can express my thoughts and feelings... also reminding me how i was... i feel better somehow typing out all my thoughs in day.. sometimes i may not have the time.. but i still think that i should spare a little time expressing myself here everyday.. actually today was quite a usual day like the rest even though the australians visited my skool.. i neva got a chance to interact wif them as i was only doing the underground work.. aiya.. well.. i find that nice and cool... =) they are much more passionate ppl as i can say cause they we will united together and give their best shots... i haven been doing my hwk for quite a while.. i just dun feel like doing at home cause i need rest to go skool tml.. the homework are like killing me.. but no choice.. got to do also in the end... i do all my work in skool as i can concentrate better and no distractions.everyday feels like the same to me.. nothin much happen.. i dunnoe wat the hell i am doing or wat is going on.. i dun wan to live a life like this ... i want a cheerful life where many things happens everyday and i wish that i could never feel tired... like this i can spend doing soo many things wif time.. most of my time are wasted on sleeping and resting.. which i think its kind of shortening my life spend.. i wish i could live in a world wif full of music and enjoyment... even though i have all i ever want... whats the point of having every single damn thing if u dun haf anyone to share it wif... that spoils my happiness sometimes... if i were to go through much more than now.. all the sufferings and enjoyments.. i could know wat life is.. now i can admit that i am not suffering much .. which is gonna happen for next few years... i know its just gonna happen.. i think from now onwards.. i must fight all that stops me.. fight for the best of me... study is a must.. and my music is also a must..... come on!! i can do it!! yea? okok..i rememebered how i toture myself last year.. sleep damn late like 3am drink coffee do hwk.. now i also can do it!! come on.... hehe... i make sure i will finish it tonite.. from tml onwards.. i will live up my life to the fullest... !!! do all i can to spend every second of my time ... okok... i will make very sure i pass my mid year wif flying colours!!! yea!!! hehe...

helllooo.. its been a long long long long freaking super long time since i update my blog... many things has happen since then.. i also dunnoe where to start.. well now i still got tons of homework to do .. now is MID NIGHT!! wah... been sleeping late these few days.. really sucks. . then go skool veri sleepy... i dun think i can say much as i haf to finish my home work first... maybe after finish i type agian..

i now understand why my brother when he was sec3 her hardly come back home... at home it is sooooo boring and in skool its damn fun can spend time wif fren play soccer and many more....i been coming back home 6-7pm every single day i dun noe y..... this is a huge change in me...i always go home early but now i come home late everysingle dae....i met all lot of new frens.....so fun ..much much better than my last year class..arhh.. now my class like turning into my new home.... i wish i could stay in my class 4ever and haf fun.... now i love staying back to sweep the classroom floor ...cause while i sweeping i will on my class com and play songs wif video and i will act like i am playing song like that ...so damn fun and i kept singing in the class.....than a couple of my frens from other class came to practise break dance wif me.... hehe.. so fun ..kept doing handstand and spininoree BOOKER-T!!!!! so fun so far this year....u noe y??? i dun go the chinese tution at alll!!!!1 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA its shortens my life only .....i gtg bye!!....

blink-182 Home Page JUz came back from trainning ncc wah so damn tried... i juz eat at my hawker center which juz only open a few daes ago.... i dunnoe wat to type ...cause notin much todae and i am damn tired to think..sorrie maybe later i type more..:D

todae the second dae of skool so far so good no problem at skool met a few new teachers and had a change in enviroment as i am studying in air-con class now... this few daes i in a bad mood cause first thing first tution sucks and at home cannot do this cannot dis that oso sucks!!! can;t even use my com!!!!!! my parents can't stand them even i study 5 hours n i relex a little they scold me non-stop ...... summore i can't stand my chinese tution ... its soooooooooo far!!! and go there learn notin much and its wasting my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i might as well study myself some more free give me the money better !!!! arh!!!!! can't stand the chinese tution so far go there learn shit!!@#!@$!@ hope to cancel it and let me study myself 4 once ...not even once i study myselft never give me face .... u see i wun go tution animore and i will study myself one day my results will stun them and they will believe i can study myself!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml got training.....at least better than going tution!!!!!

k i said that i type one time .........hrmmmm.... k todae i came back from chalet around 10.30 left there than took a train home....than i went to a wedding and eat and later on i visit someones house and i came back home.than i when to play soccer at qifa .... after that i when dinner wif thoese who play soccer and i come back home ..........yesterdae what the fastest dae to me as i pass by super damn fast n i knew that this dae would come saying it pass by damn fast.. aniwae skool is reopening real damn soon so i haf to pack my bag and be prepared for studying agian.......can't believe that the holidaes pass by so fast .. i am getting sleepy now as i haf notin else to do but to type this...so sianzz......

todae juz came back from chalet ..........soooo damn F!@# tried play the arcarde the whole dae for juz 6.80 bucks can play until i go siao .... now my arms hurts..... ouch!! i onli had 6 hour sleep in the whole chalet .....actually i can go to a haunted house wif my fren than everybody back out onli left one person than onli 2!!!! than we cancel ...... now my body hurts everywhere and i am damn sleepy also ...maybe later i type more ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzZZZ

todae is like sooo diffrent ........ yesterdae in the morning i went to the graveyard then to a wedding dinner then to queensway where i bought my new phone!!! 5210 !! FINALLY!!!!!!!! so happy... now i can use the wap on the phone which is damn fun hehe.... after that b4 i when to watch the soccer match my brother bought for me the everton jersey home.. so happy then went to a pub to watch the match.. my first time ever watch a game in a public .... the rain yesterdae could not take aways my joy cause when i was watching the game cause it was in the open air... it turn on and off and finally it off for once and for all and i enjoy the game.... can't believe rooney shot hit the top post !!!!!! thought was going in !!!! so unlucky!!! the raf aso so idiotic!!! so buyers !!!! i dun wana type much so i type a few more sentences .. sorrie i veri tired ..... k bye .... hehe .... veri few sentence