sunday morning

hello mates once agian.. its sunday morning.. its been a long time since i went wu shu.. i miss my last grading =( anyway i am having soccer feva now.. hahah been playing soccer almost everyday... yesterday training .. i all the way train my shots.. think its getting more accurate.. i love to whack the ball striaght and hard..

anyway.. had keyboard lesson yesterday morning.. and after that went to acjc wif liying celestine matin mike milton and his gf.. lol.. was kind of lost in the skool.. cause i like have no idea wad to do la.. everything also need to use the ticket which i dun have.. haha in the end celest and liying treat me some tickets to get food and tried a few games.. and there was this game where u have to kick the ball through this tire.. and beside it was a guy on wheel chair... haha i almost hit him la.. so scary.. and mike told me to blast the ball.. and it rebound off the rooftop and back to my face!!! hhahaha... damn funny la.. the person was really scared.. he said chill it mate.. u gonna tear this place down. hhaha.. =) after that we went to holland v to eat burger king.. i dun realise time to fly so fast.. and yes i got to go training after that. and it started to rain super heavily .. wif lightning and everything.. in the end when i reached skool.. it stop raining.. and yea we train...

last nite was so horrible la..i kena mosquito attack!! cannot sleep.. than i take blanket and wrap myself up than finally can sleep lol...anyway.. today i gonna play soccer agian.. futsal this time.. time to show some flicks and blast hahaha.. yea.. i love soccer.. just love it..

there are many things i would to say to you but i dunnoe how..
cause maybe u got to be the one that save me
and after all.. yur my wonderwall! =)

vday

happy valentines day mates.. omg.. i suddenly feel so fresh.. like i woke up from my grave.. there are things that are FIANLLY clear off my mind.. whew.. i admire zhi wei courage.. to just chiong.. get it striaght and yea.. do it once.. do it right.. life as usual mate.. love is all around.. and please let there be love.. yea.. oasis.. gonna miss their concert =(

This is one of my fav song that makes me happy =)

SONGBIRD
Talking to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a place not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
I never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

A man can never dream these kind of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whispered in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

yea mate.. lets rock n roll. ALL our way to our very last breath ! =)

goodbye

hello mates.. sowie haven been updating the past few days due to some reasons i dun felt like blogging. and yea i got my results on friday.. it was shocking to me how badly i done. lucky enough i still could enter poly wif a wide range of courses. the thing i am most disappointed wif is that my english really shocked me i got a D7.. i mean like.. how the hell did i get that? ya that destroy my chances but not entirely. i felt really really very bad after getting my results.. my mum cried when i got home.. and i felt so loved when my dad was like showing that there is still hope in life.. i felt so touched.. they were the first ones to know my results.. i felt i really let down alot of ppl that day.. but i got to thank my family for the encouragement and my mates hakim and chi leong for helping to sort out my courses. i was really in a whirl after the results.. i spent the entire day looking at all the courses..and ya met up wif lying and bryan later on and than went to hakim's house and than my house.. they stayed my house until 3 am..

i thought i would be so doomed.. that night.. the sky was so beautiful.. the moonlight was so bright and the stars all over it.. i think its a sign to me showing that there is still hope and never to give up.. recently i have been thinking alot.. i hope that my thoughts will not hold my life from going on..

well on saturday got a game in jj agian.. agianst the MOE team agian.. umar ask me to come for like my last game or something.. yea i came.. we lost 5-3 but we did better la .. compared to the last few games.. but i was really cut off my stamina.. cause i ate laksa b4 the game...after the game went to raffles city wif bryan to help him get some stuff.. but in the end he decided to go and get it the next day..

well i am working today at bugis coffee bean.. lol.. well ya.. hope to update tonight agian

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today wasnt really my day.. but i rather felt quite peaceful.. i was actually so anxious abt the vjc match the entire whole day.. cause this could be my last match playing for jj and play against such a strong team.. leassons today were cool.. everything went smoothly.. and quite slack.. played badminton.. lol.. to actually warm my legs up la.. i felt my legs so tight in the morning.. after that had maths.. and yea went to jp wif matin,bryan,celest,liying and sarah.. to actually eat 1 hour b4 the match.. ate ice chendol.. haha.. and yea i thought the gathering for soccer was 3.30.. but its actually 3pm.. haiz.. kena rushed there la.. than we started warming up.. kicking around.. had my shots quite accurate.. lol..haiz.. anyway.. later we gathered and huddled.. we sang the skool song.. facing the spporters.. i felt so honoured to have the fans there supporting jj.. faces of my frens mates classmates jj mates... and i look down and up the flag.. bending my head down closing my eyes.. feeling the meaning of the song .. it was very emotional.. could be the last time hearing the skool song.. i was like come on!! lets go and win.. sadly we lost the game 2-0.. we played well.. i was proud of team jj.. i know we can make it to the championship.. i took quite a long time on the field feeling the last breath of team jj.. i am gonna miss my soccer mates.. and the supporters.. i got to thank u all those i ask to come and support.. it was a great exprience =)

results in 2 days time.. yea.. the story is yet to be continued..

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it is confirm that this friday results are out.. I seriously want to have less than 20 points so i can stay in jjc.. i only had this thought only after taking my o levels.. thats why i having double thoughts.. haiz.. i should had put in even more effort la.. so i am confident abt it.. so afraid my results really screw me up..

well mates.. i really wish to stay in jj.. if i dun.. i would be sad.. even being in jj for only a month plus.. it has become a part of me.. the friends.. the teachers.. the faces.. the spirit.. after all the effort in put in jj wif my commiment in soccer and ogl.. it was all worth the blood to shed for.. today training was damn xiong la.. ran 300m burst.. 5 times!!! wth.. my legs cant even move properly la.. than play match after that.. than kena scold like wad la.. haiz.. its okay la.. i can take my mistake and learn.. now my body heating up because i have been not feeling well and i overwork my body out today.. almost vomited during training..

well tml gonna watch movie after skool wif celes and kuinoi.. dun abt the rest.. bryan said he had shadow meeting.. i suppose to go for coffee bean class lessons.. but since this is our last week of skool.. i wun let u all down and go on wif u all =) because this is the only chance in life we will have..

i really feel like making a tribute to jjc when i am gone.. to show my loving memory in jj that i will never forget.. cheer mates =(

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omg i think i am seriously gonna fall sick.. been coughing.. well today went to skool for the ogl thing.. met the shadows.. wasnt really comfortable under their hands.. cause its like suddenly they are incharge of the ogls now.. i mean like they are aready selected to lead us.. which gives the ogls no room for leadership among ourselves.. no wonder they kept stressing abt the shadows and ogls sharing same power.. but it seems them controling ogls.. well.. wad to do?

The thing that strikes me most is that when the camp ic scold us for being slack taking our time to be puntual.. i mean like wtf la.. he said 1 pm meet.. than now he said 1245 we should be there aready.. and 1255 is when the bus comes in (like bloodly hell how we noe? ) i just hate it when the scolding gets on.. and its so obvious the kind of face the guy have is like MUAHAHAH i am bigger and have the rights to command u.. i felt like showing my finger.. lol.. its just this thing i am very uncomfortable abt.. haiz... dunnoe la.. its just not right i felt.. all the leadership roles among ourselves are under them.. and being scold.. its just not the spirit la.. i mean like if mistakes we do.. we learn together.. oh ya that reminds me when all the ogls sitting down and all the shadow standing surrounding us.. i mean like wow... i feel so small.. and when i was in the bus.. got this guy who is who damn thick skin.. kept shouting out for cheer.. siao!! than zhi wei also noe.. that this guy why become shadow? he more suitable for ogl.. cause he cheer hell of alot..lazy to talk abt it aready la.>

btw i walk back to clarke quay than met up wif afiq at ps.. we played x box for 3 hours.. haha so cheap.. 7.50!! =) yea felt so good.. and wads better is that we ate billy bombers agian!! on the house somemore..so shiok.. and yea we went hmv.. and guess wad? THEY PLAYED MUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yea i love watching them rocking.. the whole hmv was muse.. yea.. =) after that went home.. and yea.. tada,, i am here =)
ps: tml skool

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today went to visit the doctor early in the morning.. the report is that i have degenerated my ankle.. not really serious but i have to wear ankle guard from now on when ever i exercise or else it will become worse till i tear it.. and yes i was given the green light to carry on playing soccer!! =) MUAHHAHAHA

than afiq came my house to jam for awhile.. 0mg i was actually singing .. avril lavinge .. yea.. my happy ending.. somehow i enjoy that song very much..yea.. played drums as well.. made my bass drum more power! MUAHAH hahah.. yea.. feel it.. and i share wif him my jj spirit.. haha showed him the videos.. yea.. making him jealous.. and yea after that we went to marina square.. to chill out.. omg i actually broke the glass bottle head wif my teeth.. when i tried to open the cap wif my teeth.. there were small pieces of glass in my mouth.. quickly i hurried to the toilet and wash.. alittle blood only.. lucky nothing serious... whew... today i din really talk much to them... but 1 thing for sure.. we are anxious abt our results.. yea.. in the end i went home at 11.. but i am really bloated now.. hahahah

chilling out at starbucks sun tec wif afiq there and jun wei.. my old buddies.. thanks afiq for the treat.. almost the whole day.. i only spend 10 bucks..ate billy bombers.. played pool , bowling and drank.. haha.. i drank hell of alot today.. first was root beer .. than starbucks.. than later on long island volka.. than drank this can drink.. i was really damn bloated la.. afiq bought the same share as i did.. than he couldnt finish his burger.. i finish mine when he only took 1 bite.. haha.. it was damn nice la.. the burger.. =) i help him to finish abt half his burger.. now i still can feel the burger in my stomach haha... wow..  

pain

hello once agian.. today was a weird day.. cause i slept very early last night leaving everyone on msn talking to themself when i forget to log off.. cant sleep well actually after waking up at 1 am.. messy day today.. started wif lit.. than econs.. than break went to play badminton.. thanks nic for the training.. din expect to learn so much.. =) even in maths u help me.. really thanks mate.. than we played squash together.. taught him some basic moves.. haha.. yea went chinese and had chinese spelling and we sang a song.. haha i love the chourus part.. cause the singer went very hight pitch.. had to try a few times to catch that pitch.. haha.. after chinese went to jog 7km.. 16 rounds around the track.. after that went to play wif the j2 soccermates at the bar hahaha.. quite fun but i was later carried away playing wif matin harison and mike.. we practice set pieces.. yea we learn quite alot today.. mike was like so good la.. i mean the way he command.. we like planning wad to do some tactics we discover we actually unlock a way how to use the backs to the center and to the wing to strike.. and practice lots and lots of corner.. slightly b4 that kuinoi and celestine were shouting very far away calling me and said something.. i thought they said good bye or wad.. lol.. than i just wave back la.. actually they went to watch movie wif bryan and liying.. by the time i found out they aready watching the movie i not stupid too.. haha lucky i watched that movie.. matin was teasing me la when we were heading to the coffeeshop cause he heard wad kuinoi and celestine shouted la.. he though i was joining them .. haha than he sabo la.. than the soccerteam came asking me if i was dating them la.. omg.. la.. haha.. no wonder i like wad??? in the end i went to coffeshop wif the soccer team.. we sat and drank and eat.. i drank like 3 cups of water la.. super thirsty.. bryan called me when i reached home.. asking if i wanna join them.. lol.. its like aready 8? by the time i reach they going home la.. wanna to see doctor agian but it close agian!! haiz...

well i just told afiq that i wanna jam tml.. we said okay and plan to hang out tml nite.. yea.. miss those times mate.. when we just hang out till late .. i dunnoe wads my real plan tml also.. think i would be seeing the doctor tml morning.. and afternoon go jamming than catch a movie and chill out at city hall.. haha i dun understand why some ppl just look so low down at city hall la.. its the best place to chill out la.. hahaha.. i mean its like 10 times better than orchard and we dun have to spend so much $$..

when i came home.. i was feeling quite tired and a little sad somehow.. maybe i was thinking abt last nite post i entered..mark u said like i wanna die aready.. ya it sounds like i think.. but thats wad i felt .. a sense of something big is gonna happen.. bad or good i dunnoe.. but there would be a big change in life to me.. i noe it.. lucky i plan my route.. wad happen i know wad to do.. and ya some ppl are like so entu abt valentines day is comming.. lol.. i havent plan anything out yet cause i dun need to.. if ya noe wad i mean.. lol.. results should be out by than.. will get to see my old sec 5 mates.. back.. and yea.. an emotional result taking..

finally i manage to get back my old habits of typing long post.. haha.. it pours out my thoughts and feeling.. think i have to go find places to jam tml and invite more frens..

pain

hello once agian.. today was a weird day.. cause i slept very early last night leaving everyone on msn talking to themself when i forget to log off.. cant sleep well actually after waking up at 1 am.. messy day today.. started wif lit.. than econs.. than break went to play badminton.. thanks nic for the training.. din expect to learn so much.. =) even in maths u help me.. really thanks mate.. than we played squash together.. taught him some basic moves.. haha.. yea went chinese and had chinese spelling and we sang a song.. haha i love the chourus part.. cause the singer went very hight pitch.. had to try a few times to catch that pitch.. haha.. after chinese went to jog 7km.. 16 rounds around the track.. after that went to play wif the j2 soccermates at the bar hahaha.. quite fun but i was later carried away playing wif matin harison and mike.. we practice set pieces.. yea we learn quite alot today.. mike was like so good la.. i mean the way he command.. we like planning wad to do some tactics we discover we actually unlock a way how to use the backs to the center and to the wing to strike.. and practice lots and lots of corner.. slightly b4 that kuinoi and celestine were shouting very far away calling me and said something.. i thought they said good bye or wad.. lol.. than i just wave back la.. actually they went to watch movie wif bryan and liying.. by the time i found out they aready watching the movie i not stupid too.. haha lucky i watched that movie.. matin was teasing me la when we were heading to the coffeeshop cause he heard wad kuinoi and celestine shouted la.. he though i was joining them .. haha than he sabo la.. than the soccerteam came asking me if i was dating them la.. omg.. la.. haha.. no wonder i like wad??? in the end i went to coffeshop wif the soccer team.. we sat and drank and eat.. i drank like 3 cups of water la.. super thirsty.. bryan called me when i reached home.. asking if i wanna join them.. lol.. its like aready 8? by the time i reach they going home la.. wanna to see doctor agian but it close agian!! haiz...

well i just told afiq that i wanna jam tml.. we said okay and plan to hang out tml nite.. yea.. miss those times mate.. when we just hang out till late .. i dunnoe wads my real plan tml also.. think i would be seeing the doctor tml morning.. and afternoon go jamming than catch a movie and chill out at city hall.. haha i dun understand why some ppl just look so low down at city hall la.. its the best place to chill out la.. hahaha.. i mean its like 10 times better than orchard and we dun have to spend so much $$..

when i came home.. i was feeling quite tired and a little sad somehow.. maybe i was thinking abt last nite post i entered..mark u said like i wanna die aready.. ya it sounds like i think.. but thats wad i felt .. a sense of something big is gonna happen.. bad or good i dunnoe.. but there would be a big change in life to me.. i noe it.. lucky i plan my route.. wad happen i know wad to do.. and ya some ppl are like so entu abt valentines day is comming.. lol.. i havent plan anything out yet cause i dun need to.. if ya noe wad i mean.. lol.. results should be out by than.. will get to see my old sec 5 mates.. back.. and yea.. an emotional result taking..

finally i manage to get back my old habits of typing long post.. haha.. it pours out my thoughts and feeling.. think i have to go find places to jam tml and invite more frens..

OG 19 ! 

after soccer training 

BANANA FAMILY! WITH LOVE=) 

whats up mates! =) 

Thats a part of my class ROCKS!!! =) 

THE BANANA FAMILY! WITH LOVE =) 

revelation

REVELATION is what ppl of jjc has been talking about.. haha.. yea it brings me memories back to me yea or the orientation.. and jj nite.. omg today mass dance was so rusty for me la.. i forget so many moves haha.. anyway.. thanks ogls for all the effort u put in and the stuffs u gave me.. ogsa i din expect something so nice from u all =) og19 yea we took quit alot of photos haha..got the revelation cd too.. yea definately something nice to have.. F4 video was the best la to me.. so damn funny hahaha.. even duo its short.. its very very nice =)

even my stay in jj was short.. only 1 month.. it was one of the best month in skool i ever exprience.. time really fly mates.. the feeling i have now its like leaving u guys.. which is so .. i cant explain it in words.. next week would be our result taking.. it would either i come out of my skool smiling or screaming wif joy.. ya noe wad i got for my result if u can tell which reaction is for wad.. another thing that saddens me is that some of my friends in jj or class not sure abt staying in jj.. come on.. u have the chance.. take it.. u laugh and cheer the loudest in jj.. i can tell u all are happy to be in jj.. whats so hard thinking abt staying in jj.. even if some of them want to leave.. there would be more to come.. this is jj.. if u lost some.. u gain back more.. but one thing for sure is that my class is superb la.. haha.. =) imagine we study 2 years together taking a levels.. it would be a hell of a ride for 2 years.. dun need to think so much.. 1 month and yet so many things happen that change our lives.. everyone is happy in jj i noe it in my heart..

the banana family.. i will have to thank u all for the times we spend together.. it was nice visting bryan house for cny.. going to town wif u all.. we are this close now and yet 1 month ago we were strangers.. haha i seem to be like saying my last words to u all.. but one thing for sure.. i will never forget u guys.. =) keep in contact yea..

and the soccer team.. wifout u guys. i wun be here in jj.. got to thank umar for letting me into the soccer team last decemeber.. and the teachers who advice me and guide me.. i would really love to play wif u guys to the a division championship.. but that has to wait for my results.. even if i dun make it.. i will give u guys my 100% support in winning it and bringing the glory back to JJC !

now my class.. yea u all are the best! this is like my dream team class.. full of entu ppl and funny ppl.. viknesh is a superb class rap haha.. and also u kuinoi.. u all got the job done.. there is always answers to my question whenever i am lost.. thanks to u guys who guide me in class.. the class spirit is there la... i can sense it very strong.. i mean like my whole class is from F1 and i am like from F4.. ya total strangers on the first day when i met u all.. now we united.. even the revelation i was at first at F1 than i went back to F4.. watever it is.. we are 1 jj family.. thats what i feel most =)

well.. guess that wad i have to say b4 anything happens.. and would like to thank these ppl who has touched my life. banana family,bryan,celestine,kuinoi,matin,viknesh,ji shen,macus,liying,nicolas,donald,harison,fis,germaine,liying,xiuli,matani,xinyi,nazrul,syafiq,wanxian,shak,ady,umar,nazra,zai,soccer team jj, ogls , teachers of jj espically mr ng,miss phoo,mr cheng,mr SI, mr shankel..
thanks =)

picture taken last 2 weeks at sentosa.. yea.. harison on the left and right i dunnoe WHO? hahaha.. yea today btw went to bryan house agian to play ping pong and i LOST 60BUCKS!!! =( i lost it due to some game la.. kena rob by the rich.. =( my hong bao money!!! only left 10 dollars now la.. than after that go town just to eat wif them la.. zai kuinoi celestine bryan.. than go home so early la.. so sad la.. than i call my old mates to go out wif me to hang around to talk la.. which i love doing.. we sat at the coffee shop hazwani and talk .. yea long time since we met huh ? haha .. love all my mates.. and goodnite mates.. muahahha =) 

cny

hello mates.. sowie i was lazy to update my blog that often.. anyway.. today yes it is chinese new year.. went to houses for visiting and as usual i will always be the quiet one cause i dun speak hokkien.. haha.. was quite tired actually.. sleep in the car alot.. and after all the visiting went to watch movie wif my parents at bugis ... I NOT STUPID TOO haha.. ok la.. funny and quite emotional some parts.. i guess local movie suits us the best.. haha

anyway.. wad ran through my mind.. was that i am preparing to go poly if i cant stay in jjc.. planning to take music and technology.. at sp.. so far thats the course that interst me alot.. so ya i must take this a win win situation.. stay in jj will of course be good la.. thats what i want most.. but i cant depend so much on it.. or else i gonna feel so sad.. some to gain some to lose.. but i will of course keep contact wif my jj mates =) espically my banana family haha.. how i wish our jc life just starts.. no results to wait.. gonna miss u mates.. =(

tml going to bryan's crib.. so excited cause i never really been in a big house b4.. it sounds big.. haha.. maybe add some more cash to my collection too? hahah.. well i just wanna have a good time there.. wif all my mates =)

match

today we played agianst hong kah sec and won 4-3.. still quite dissapointed la.. even duo we won.. they make us look like fools la.. and i played damn horrible.. my control and vision wasnt there.. =( and we got scold la the j1 s .. cause some of the j1 suddenly got injured and dun come traning and when match come than ok.. but the thing that has been on my mind the whole day is abt staying in jj.. i very scared abt my reslts la.. haiz.. let fate decides.. where ever i go.. but i just love my class to much.. so fun..anyway.. i realise that my body is breaking down slowly.. lucky got break until next wednesday haha.. tml gonna see doctor for my x ray results.. hope nothing much serious..