hell been since a while typing in my blog.. =) just woke up only.. later must go BBQ at west coast part.. for one of the ncc gal part c bdae lol... i now still very tired .. like very lazy to go.. but i aready agree to meet the rest.. well... i guess i still have to go.. dicky comming to my house today also thats why! haha... the pic was taken ard apirl or march.. having photo taking session for my band haha.. so far now i still dun really get to play keyboard in my band.. guess i have to really train very hard on my keyboard ... the song i learning now is coldplay yellow.. so if i master this song.. i can play wif my band aready hehe... aiya... i now wan to make a band that can really make good music.. by the way i look it now.. not everyone is motivated enough either.. espcially hisham.. aiya.. i got to kick him out somehow .. cause he dosen't have the burning disire to make music... daniel now have been improving since than.. but he joins another band also in my band.. then now i also dunnoe where he wants to be.. it would be a huge impact if he leaves... now we just train up our skills... after my n levels.. i wanna start making music aready... cause it really has been wat i wanted to do always... a music composed and when ppl listen.. and alot of them will like it.. one of the thing that i can't do in my life now is to bring up the moral and shake everyones bud.. i will prove to the world one day.. cause i tried talking infront of ppl b4.. they would just keep quiet .. and now i noe.. i can't speak wif my words.. i will speak wif my music the next time... i am not really a good speaker in a crowd.. maybe i am nervous or wad.. i dunnoe .. lets see abt that.. now also been trying hard to study ... in class now more focus .. haha.. okie la.. so far it has been good for me =) 

haha taken before june holidays.. those were the days when councillors still must wear ties haha... i wasn't doing my duty.. rather spend time wif frens in the hall chat chat haha =) 

Today seems very fast.. wahh LAsT DAY!! tml skool!! must start studying aready... well today woke up a ard 8 plus.. watch the malmsteen guitar video.. lol its damn cool!! i try out the hot licks.. damn bloody nice.. never imagine i could play a few of his hot licks.. then i play play until 12 plus.. then i relise i was to suppose to practice my keyboard.. cause my teacher comming tml!! wahh.. my scaling still like shit!! damn it.. i think tonite no need to sleep aready.. do my skoolwork plus practice... tml somemore must give command in parade square!!! wahh i never try b4.. cause last time in hall.. i hope i am loud enough... then ard 1 plus i went out wif my family to eat at jurong point... then bought BaD Blood Vcd wrestling haha... i only watch one match.. the match is like 1 hour?? wahah .. i watch until i sleep then wake up only see the last part... i feel i din done much today!! aiya... maybe because of my stupid camps... then i bring the ps2 into my room just now.. the graphic SUPERB!!! cause the tv is better wad.. haha.. just change it last nite.. aiya.. i still got better things to do wan acutally.. i still haven clean my room.. in a big big mess.. i still haven pack my skool bag... still haven whiten my shoes.. wah.. can die aready... somemore tml.. i must go ginza repair my specs... then go home striaght away practice my keyboard... i hope i make it on time... please.. haha... now aready want to dinner.. can smell the TOM YAM SOAP haha... so strong my mother cookin.. can't wait to eat... :p~~ anyway just now i tink i discover one nice song.. its anthem of the dying day.. think so only.. wah i very fast forget.. damn it.. nvm nvm.. .one day will find back... i lazy to type aready.. so tired.. somemore i got nothing else to say.. wat i noe that today i wasted MY TIME!!!!

ming guitarist! =) 

hello!! wahh.. today finally finish my camp the whole week!! YEs YES! YEs!! monday until wed got ncc camp.. then thursday until today can student council camp... IT SUCKSS!!!! i hate student council.. being treated like dog under the the EXCO=ASSHOLES!!! even i sec 4 want to pass out aready.. still put us the same as sec 2 and 3 .. .really boils my bloody MIND!!! arh... i just wanna leave the council asap .. can't stand them... big F!@$Kers... anyway wanna go play soccer now!!! yea yuea!! fun fun !! yea. .ahaha.. also finally got my phone back from those F!@#kers who took my phone yesterday.. really can't stand em... think they big F(@k! wtf i dun give a damn abt u all anymore.. i am not a idiot get it? watever it is.. i tell u kids!! i rather walk!!! >=( ahh gtg liao... type maybe later tonite! =) ROCK ON!!!

ming 

hello.. my blog seems dead for the past few months haha.. okie okie... many many many things have happen to me during those moments.. alot of sadness but i manage to overcome it and make life better =) well today had a crazy day.. cycled to west coast park wif my frens to prepare for the outing during ncc camp.. then we went there and play the playground.. there is one thing there that u hold on the pole then u will spin like mad dog.. non stop!!! wahh... until now i still can feel it!! big headach... lol... okok back to wat happen to me... ya since i stop writing my blog.. life had really great as i can say... whenever there is trouble happening to me i manage to overcome it ... even i had my chances of relationship being offer i just can't simply take it cause i am not confident abt it... and also on the other hand i got to chat wif ellice agian... the last time i chat wif her was last year.. and this year after nearly haf a year.. i manage to chat wif her agian.. its like a total diffrent person i knew her a year ago... maybe i wasn't bothered to noe abt her well enough last year.. okie i am so sorry for her cause i was like ignoring her and only cared abt my own things.... ya.. now then i relise how stupid i was .. now i got to know her well and i never regreted knowing her..=) in fact i should be greatful.. its like someone u thought that will never be the girl that u ever dream off.. since this year.. i started relising that i was wrong abt her all along since last year... she is the one i dreamt of everynight.. one of the main thing that she attracted my attention was her passion for music.. i was soo impress and she also had a same dream as mine.. infact wat i dreamt for a girl who will support me during my career.. infact .. ellice is even better than that.. she herself wan to share the same career as me.. i relise that everyone has something special in them which they could be very useful.. just the matter of us wanting to use the special tools or not.. and being forced not to use it by the ppl around yur life everyday agianst you is one of the hardest stage of life that you have to face.. with the power of believing u can acheive can overcome this stage of life.. this is the only one of the many reason why i think that she is the one.. she has the characters,the charmness, the ability and heart =) if your reading this .. no offence.. =) i just wan to be ture to myself when i refesh my mind abt my happenings... one of the reason why i feel more motivated and do think twice of wat i do is because of her.. even i never talk or met her before.. the way she talks is totally diffreny.. even wif just now words we know each other.. i can feel it.. the wind you can't see it.. you can only feel it.. i really that hope one day we can really each other in person.. waiting for the chance to happen is worth it.. even the odds are agianst me sometimes.. i will never fall and fail to acomplish my destiny..
and yea.. i also went to the EIC camp few weeks ago.. 4 days.. it was a camp there u never imagine of how much it can really change yur life.. it first of all make me stronger to believe in wat i am doing and how to make business.. and now i dun get easily fear... i will take every chances i have as they dun come easily.. even i may be small in the camp someone who dosen't learn much.. i dun imply it by showing ppl..i imply it rite to myself to keep me going... i will give what all i got when i start.. the time haven't really come yet... i will start when i can feel it.. even many ppl think i am over confident.. they are worried for me.. come on!! i need to do things confidently... in order to be confident i must do alot of work.. it dosen't come soooo easily... no one will shatter my dreams.. cause i noe wat i fight for.. so far since after my mid-year i was happy and sad abt my results.. and i am going to really study for my prelim and n levels !! i can do it! yes yes i can... after believing in wad i can do.. its time for action! i hope that one day it will come through=)
now i still having headach.. i hope i din type rubbish or anything.. cause i really wan to update my blog... haha okok i stop now.. my head soo painful!!

after all the blogs i have made.. i still think that blogspot is still the best =) ... all i ever wanted was a nice blog where i can express my thoughts and feelings... also reminding me how i was... i feel better somehow typing out all my thoughs in day.. sometimes i may not have the time.. but i still think that i should spare a little time expressing myself here everyday.. actually today was quite a usual day like the rest even though the australians visited my skool.. i neva got a chance to interact wif them as i was only doing the underground work.. aiya.. well.. i find that nice and cool... =) they are much more passionate ppl as i can say cause they we will united together and give their best shots... i haven been doing my hwk for quite a while.. i just dun feel like doing at home cause i need rest to go skool tml.. the homework are like killing me.. but no choice.. got to do also in the end... i do all my work in skool as i can concentrate better and no distractions.everyday feels like the same to me.. nothin much happen.. i dunnoe wat the hell i am doing or wat is going on.. i dun wan to live a life like this ... i want a cheerful life where many things happens everyday and i wish that i could never feel tired... like this i can spend doing soo many things wif time.. most of my time are wasted on sleeping and resting.. which i think its kind of shortening my life spend.. i wish i could live in a world wif full of music and enjoyment... even though i have all i ever want... whats the point of having every single damn thing if u dun haf anyone to share it wif... that spoils my happiness sometimes... if i were to go through much more than now.. all the sufferings and enjoyments.. i could know wat life is.. now i can admit that i am not suffering much .. which is gonna happen for next few years... i know its just gonna happen.. i think from now onwards.. i must fight all that stops me.. fight for the best of me... study is a must.. and my music is also a must..... come on!! i can do it!! yea? okok..i rememebered how i toture myself last year.. sleep damn late like 3am drink coffee do hwk.. now i also can do it!! come on.... hehe... i make sure i will finish it tonite.. from tml onwards.. i will live up my life to the fullest... !!! do all i can to spend every second of my time ... okok... i will make very sure i pass my mid year wif flying colours!!! yea!!! hehe...

helllooo.. its been a long long long long freaking super long time since i update my blog... many things has happen since then.. i also dunnoe where to start.. well now i still got tons of homework to do .. now is MID NIGHT!! wah... been sleeping late these few days.. really sucks. . then go skool veri sleepy... i dun think i can say much as i haf to finish my home work first... maybe after finish i type agian..

i now understand why my brother when he was sec3 her hardly come back home... at home it is sooooo boring and in skool its damn fun can spend time wif fren play soccer and many more....i been coming back home 6-7pm every single day i dun noe y..... this is a huge change in me...i always go home early but now i come home late everysingle dae....i met all lot of new frens.....so fun ..much much better than my last year class..arhh.. now my class like turning into my new home.... i wish i could stay in my class 4ever and haf fun.... now i love staying back to sweep the classroom floor ...cause while i sweeping i will on my class com and play songs wif video and i will act like i am playing song like that ...so damn fun and i kept singing in the class.....than a couple of my frens from other class came to practise break dance wif me.... hehe.. so fun ..kept doing handstand and spininoree BOOKER-T!!!!! so fun so far this year....u noe y??? i dun go the chinese tution at alll!!!!1 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA its shortens my life only .....i gtg bye!!....

blink-182 Home Page JUz came back from trainning ncc wah so damn tried... i juz eat at my hawker center which juz only open a few daes ago.... i dunnoe wat to type ...cause notin much todae and i am damn tired to think..sorrie maybe later i type more..:D

todae the second dae of skool so far so good no problem at skool met a few new teachers and had a change in enviroment as i am studying in air-con class now... this few daes i in a bad mood cause first thing first tution sucks and at home cannot do this cannot dis that oso sucks!!! can;t even use my com!!!!!! my parents can't stand them even i study 5 hours n i relex a little they scold me non-stop ...... summore i can't stand my chinese tution ... its soooooooooo far!!! and go there learn notin much and its wasting my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i might as well study myself some more free give me the money better !!!! arh!!!!! can't stand the chinese tution so far go there learn shit!!@#!@$!@ hope to cancel it and let me study myself 4 once ...not even once i study myselft never give me face .... u see i wun go tution animore and i will study myself one day my results will stun them and they will believe i can study myself!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml got training.....at least better than going tution!!!!!

k i said that i type one time .........hrmmmm.... k todae i came back from chalet around 10.30 left there than took a train home....than i went to a wedding and eat and later on i visit someones house and i came back home.than i when to play soccer at qifa .... after that i when dinner wif thoese who play soccer and i come back home ..........yesterdae what the fastest dae to me as i pass by super damn fast n i knew that this dae would come saying it pass by damn fast.. aniwae skool is reopening real damn soon so i haf to pack my bag and be prepared for studying agian.......can't believe that the holidaes pass by so fast .. i am getting sleepy now as i haf notin else to do but to type this...so sianzz......

todae juz came back from chalet ..........soooo damn F!@# tried play the arcarde the whole dae for juz 6.80 bucks can play until i go siao .... now my arms hurts..... ouch!! i onli had 6 hour sleep in the whole chalet .....actually i can go to a haunted house wif my fren than everybody back out onli left one person than onli 2!!!! than we cancel ...... now my body hurts everywhere and i am damn sleepy also ...maybe later i type more ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzZZZ

todae is like sooo diffrent ........ yesterdae in the morning i went to the graveyard then to a wedding dinner then to queensway where i bought my new phone!!! 5210 !! FINALLY!!!!!!!! so happy... now i can use the wap on the phone which is damn fun hehe.... after that b4 i when to watch the soccer match my brother bought for me the everton jersey home.. so happy then went to a pub to watch the match.. my first time ever watch a game in a public .... the rain yesterdae could not take aways my joy cause when i was watching the game cause it was in the open air... it turn on and off and finally it off for once and for all and i enjoy the game.... can't believe rooney shot hit the top post !!!!!! thought was going in !!!! so unlucky!!! the raf aso so idiotic!!! so buyers !!!! i dun wana type much so i type a few more sentences .. sorrie i veri tired ..... k bye .... hehe .... veri few sentence

y everydae past by so damn fast??? i watch lord of the rings juz now at jurong east and is lasted 3 hours like that and it felt like 1 hour ..time files super damn fast!!.......i when jammig juz now and it sux man can't even play a damn song cause my fren dunnoe how to play bass yet and i forgot my notes ..wat is the matter wif him saying he is late goto go home but he jam wif me one hour and he said he will leave half hour time .... and it felt like half hour really so fast 1 hour!! nvm

ahhhh....today damn tired came back from training juz now so damn tired...i can't stand being in my house ...i juz now sleeping they wake me up to eat then i sae i full and veri tired ..... he shouted at me than i scold him wats the use if i go down stairs to eat if i am full....cannot stand em.....always shout at me for notin even i in toilet shout at me .... siao one !! cannot leave me alone .....arhh.... .also my hari raya money fading away!! damn it!!! owe my fren 25 bucks and i haf 60 now .... 35 can buy wat shit!!!!!!!! damndamndamn!!!!! nvm i work part time next year beh ta han...... juz now my soccer coach talked to me abt me being in ncc and soccer... he ask me that i want to take a one year rest from soccer a not then of course i agree lah!!! so many things goin on... but than i haf to train my self cause i going back when i am sec 4 and thats when the soccer field is ready!!!! hehe ..... this sat i goin training for ncc not a normal one ...its a special one cause all the new sec 1 pupils are there and they will be looking so i muz be in tip top condition.... hehehe to recurit new cadets ...hope to haf alot of em.....so that when my badge overtake we can have a higher chance to get sliver hehe ..... cause our attendance like shit... only 9 out of 20 come and the sec 1 hrmmm 3 out of 23 like that.... how to survive like that .....from last time like that ppl veri ham ji to come for training cause they lazy or scared to suffer ......ahhh ya kkk i end now kkk :D

today juz came back from my sana course 2nd day.... damn damn tired yesterdae after i came back ... i reach home than i totally blackout so tried ....hehehe... because i only sleep 30 min the day b4 playing ps2 till 5.30am ... i dunnoe y i play until like that and i suppose to wake up at 6 to go sana course...when there cannot listen to the instrutor ..dozing off while listening cannot control...my eyes kept closing .... then i was seprated from my school and was mix wif other skools to do a play about drugs.. in the end we follow the way it is suppose to be but we say from our hear cause cannot remember all the speech..... my arms got hurt when i act taking drug then i dance and do the spineroni and my left arms rub agianst the floor and my skin rub off.... i only notice it after the play hehe....ohhhhhh everton score yes!!yes!!! can't believe wayne rooney shoot and it when off the post and the other player score but matters is the goal...and now the score 1-1 ...tmw i may be getting my mp3 player can't wait..... now all my money gone and i owe ppl money... 25 bucks sia how to give ... now i nothing else to do now but to only listen the everton live telecast and type this out.... i really dunnoe wat to sae but i always talk cock...hehe ... juz now when i was going home wif my school unit in the mrt we sat down and kept talking abt the gals at the sana course ...i kept quite and listen and my staff sae he kept looking the gal sitting sumwhere infront of me and my another fren whu is wif me sae he also kept starring ... the my staff sae u want the telephone a not .. he can call the udi at the skool ask for the gal number then my fren sae pai sei ... hehehe,,,, then my fren kena di siao like f in the train. we kept laughing at him cause when we went to pulau ubin last year while we marching.. he sae he cannot tahan wanna shit!!! veri funny ... its goes like this.. "sergent permission the go and shit i cannot take it animore!!"" hahahahahaha so funny and the reason y its funny cause he shit behind the bushes and a sergent took cover for him ...lol .... he shit in the public... hahahahahha......cannot take it my stomach pain when i laugh juz now ....my staff kept saying the cresent gal staff action wear the landyard (wore around the shoulders) even bring cadets to course... lol...sumore he sae she very fat and short....lol i remember when i go orientering at pulau tekong she gave command the west distrct .... almost everyone cannot hear her command lol.......yes!!!!yes!!!!!yes!!! ROONEY!!!!!! HE SCORE!!!!!!! YES !!!! 2-1 now...hehe so happy... take my take typing this hehe...yes!! Rooney does it agian!! remember the name wayne rooney!! hehe!! yes if liverpool lose tommrrow hehehe everton over them hehehehehe....... kkk i think i type enough k enough....

yoyoyo i never update my blog for a long long time... now i am updating it cause i got notin else to do... can't sleep tonight... i am damn bored everyday always either wif my computer listening songs or with my ps2 ...and it keeps repeating everydae and i decided to sleep at my cousin's house for the past few daes..... and yesterday i came back .... yesterday my brother had an opreation on his ankle and his left ankle was cast and he is now stuck at home as he can't walk.can't believe that from now till skool starts is gona be damn fast.. can't imagine. the only few good news i had is that blink 182 is gona be back damn in the studios next month producing thir new album launching next summer.. they said that it had to do something electronic and keyboard..and the other good news is that i comfirm getting my mp3 player by this week. it is either the creative mp3 cd player or the iRiver slim X with the cool remote and cost more.now i juz started listening chinese songs cause i noe its the only wae i could improve my chinese. i hate boybands so f4,v6,5566 is out of my list. and i notice that no popular chinese singer dun play instrument .. so i got to go to single.. so i listen Jay Zhou noe which most of my classmates listen... expect i dun follow wif their 5566 boyband..i wun take it damn serious as i take it to my blink 182 ..so i listen it 4 the shake of enjoying and improving my chinese.. i dun often speak chinese so i speak in a way having difficulties to talk ...and listening... aniwae i still prefer western songs cuz they rock harder!!!! even when slipknot go japan the stadium was full and most are japanese .. this show that westrn roup are actually have world wide fan as for asia band it is only in asia ......thats y i prefer westen songs..... i could not believe that i have waited 1 year plus for blink to start agian since they juz had a side project and juz end this month.when skool reopens i hope i start fresh ..... and my tution so comes in... IT SUCKS!!!!!!! wasting my time and my father money .... for years i haf tution since i was primary1 i stilll cannot do well in my chinese ... never ever gif me a chance to study on my own....sob..sob... i hate tution cause i haf to go to a far place in novena which takes one hour to reach...i wish i never had tution from last time cause it SUCKS!!!...now only left 3 weeks to skool and my tution (SUCKS) can'y believe it!!@!#!@#!!! still haven buy my skool books and my stuffs...this suck man i am tired right now i wanna sleep ....lol... k bye !!!

LONG LONG TIME MAN I NEVER WROTE SORRIE!!! ;) okok i will write a long long today cause i think this will be like juz once a while :) okok wat should i start??? hrmm okok today ..hrmm..... oh ya i wake up this morning abt 5 plus in to have my breadfast because of fasting.. then i went to sleep until 12pm ....lol..cause i slept at 3am like that ...playing my guitar lol....learning coldplay songs and only now how to play 2 songs !@#! one of them was "IN MY PLACE" and " YELLOW" the best song is of course yellow cause it is harder to play and the song is damn nice :) then i tried playing it on the phone to let hakim hear it cause he is a coldplay fan and he said he try guessing and he got it rite at his first attemp .. i was so happy and he was like WOOOWWW lol.. then he say wif bass and drums more power...the song was like soo nice and the good thing abt it is that it is not boyband lol!!! now i learn hotel california veri nice song but veri hard now i only only the chours part and the intro which is damn nice to play lol....shit my fren ask me play cs sorrie i may type after play cya !!!! B)