np

helloo.... sup mates.. yea came back from camp aready .. sports camp was great.. we played hard and cheered hard.. grp name RIO haha.. but i wasnt 100% on la.. cause there are alot ppl who are on also.. so ya i decided to be quiet for the first time =) well.. yea met alot of great ppl.. the seniors are really someone who i do look up to.. cause they deserve the respect la i can say.. the way they put up themselves.. its good.. cause the camp is 100% run by the seniors. no students.. its amazing that the camp is so steady... play quite alot of sports... like 4x100 long jump high jump volley ball floor ball dragon boat kayaking canoe polo captain ball in the swimming pool! haha.. cheerleader stuns.. and yea throw potatoes.. haha.. the last day was the most gross part la.. we kena butter oil paint and spoilt milo.. super gross la.. than under the hot sun.. i kena sun burnt =( haha.. but it was all fun la i can say.. the cheers are were awesome.. after all i felt quite happy to be in np.. =) the people around are just socialble.. so yea.. made alot of frens.. my grp alone is like 30 plus.. plus the cgls and other grps.. think abt 60 plus or more new ppl i met to be frens.. haha.. oh ya.. how can i forget this ... the food was BRILLIANT!!!! WOHOOO.. even it was chicken all the way.. but it rocks!!! bbq chicken chicken chop kfc chicken style.. nasi lemak fried rice.. superb la.. !!! haha.. okay now i looking forward to FOC camp.. which the camp would be abt 4 times bigger muahaha...=D

anyway yesterday nite i went to watch acjc tempest.. which cost 25 bucks!! wahhaha.. i only paid 10 so far cause its really alot la.. the play was acceptional.. i can say.. cause i din understand the whole thing but got a main idea of it.. than i reflect abt wad i could do wif 25 dollars.. haha i rather go watch 2 movies in a row and have a meal or play lan for the whole day la.. haha... haiz.. nvm la too bad i aready bought the ticket anyway.. it was at dbs arts center which is just beside beach bar only la.. the everton supporters gathering is over there.. so yea. i been there quite alot of times.. well i really restrict myself from going out these few days.. cause the transport is expensive and i have little cash.. so yea i am gonna camp home till foc camp!!! muahahhaa.. sowie mates unless go play soccer at west coast... well yesterday met kris brayan liying eric and mike agian since dunnoe when...last week? i think so... din talk much to them expect kris and bryan.. i think i kind of lost touch wif them... i guess that they have their own reasons of being busy la.. they do contact among themselves... ya only bryan and kris the one left who still keeps in touch wif me.. i got a strong feeling that i am gonna fade away soon from their lives.. cause i am gonna be quite busy in np now... lol.. almost everything i wanna do can be in my own skool la.. unless they wanna meet at kap regularly.. which we promised to la..but so far we din really had such meeting =( sad rite.. haha..

anyway.. yea.. FOC camp here i come.. and oh ya liying thanks for the shirt lol... its from hong kong rite.. ? yea nice shirt thanks.. one more collection of shirt i have now haha... btw i have a fren who stays near my house also go np but he is in AT guan!!! wahaha.. got someone to go skool wif aready.. yea 3 years!! we also go ns together like that.. gonna be my buddy for sure.. i swear haha.. some he study the course i interested la.. i gonna hunt him down hahaha.. kk i shall stop here.. gonna have my keyboard lesson .. i haven been practicing .. gonna die sia!! haha..

yawns in the morning

hello once agian.. =) omg 1 last song to post b4 i go.. haha its a boyband song but yea its nice la.. by westlife if i let you go

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame
we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go?

going to camp

hello mates i am going to camp tml morning.. yea good isnt it ? i am gonna be away.. miss ya all =) if u wish to update me.. just tag my board the happenings.. thanks if u do.. my bag is so big la haha.. super jumbo size.. but who cares.. its gonna stay in the room anyway.. so yea.. i now listening to american pie band camp soundtracks.. really cool.. smooth and nice flowing... my emotions pouring out in the night.. feels really good =) was chating wif bryan just now on msn.. were like pouring out our trouble and doubts.. and he remembers wad i used to say to him lol.. haha.. bryan if yur reading this.. i chat seriously sometimes ya noe.. i mean like i really take it in and i do think abt what we last chat abt.. not everytime but at least i do... yea... when yur down.. stand up and take a look around.. and keep on moving.. cause if u dont u will be stuck the haze of troubles.. well.. i just love this line from sum41 'i try to be perfect but nothing was worth it' haha its nice la.. too many songs have gone through my head.. and changing my thoughts.. i think music has somehow control my emotions.. dunnoe if its good or not.. lol... anyway.. i love the music i listening now.. cant wait for camp to start tml and now its 2.30am and i have to wake up at 7.30am lol.. 5 hours.. haha.. kk i think i better stop here.. oh yea.. thanks for everyone who is reading my lame shit blog haha.. cause sometimes its hard to understand what i am saying here.. well i shall end this entry which i told bryan just now.. i am trying my best to enjoy life now.. no worries no doubts.. just go on and enjoy! =) cause i am Mr Brightside... !! haha rock on dude

iho

THE HELL SONG!!! BY................. SUM 41!!!!


Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't believe this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with
Am I not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back and as for me
I can't believe

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
(Anymore)
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
(Anymore)
Now that I find out it ain't so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
(Anymore)
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
(Anymore)
Now that I find out it ain't so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

hello

hello mates.. tml is my camp and i haven pack a single thing yet lol.. i am addicted to this song now.. pieces.. by sum 41 it rocks.. !! =) omg tml camd and i going for a soccer match during the camp.. yea yea big day out tml till thursday... u noe sometimes i wondered the things i done day by day.. sometimes i felt that i should had done something else.. now i have all the time in the world. and when skool starts.. i can make my own time table.. 3 years.. yea.. i guess its gonna be a hell of a ride.. i been playing soccer non stop for 3 days.. and tml would be the 4th.. yesterday went to ccab to play wif kris and his acs baker frens.. its super hot la.. in the morning till noon.. than i and kris chill out in the toilet in our shorts lol.. lying down on the seats and just daze and talk talk.. haha.. after that we went kap to eat macs than we walk to beauty world to get his pants... lol.. than walk back la.. somehow we have this chemistry to just talk alot haha.. i dunoe why but it doesnt work on everyone.. there are frens who i can just talk non stop... and laugh laugh and yea just talk alot of things la under the sun or moon..

well i cant change for the sake of the people because its me =) its not worth it la.. i wun be happy myself like that.. anyway.. today played at tanglin sec ... played only 15min? wtf? haiz. hope tml play full game.. so yea can score more goals.. anyway i got this catchy tune last nite.. wanted to make a song out of it but lost my spirit =( the line is I WANNA BE THERE WANNA BE THERE YEA YEA YEA =) lively and funnky tune .. haha gonna figure it out someday .. sum 41 rocks they rule my life from now on... their songs is always i am better of dead or i am better of my own.. lol... sounds so loner? well i am la.. admit it =) cause i spend like 95% on my own so yea.. makes me offically loner..

this room is so empty..that i am better of dead.. lol.. wtf... anyway.. i think too much music can make me go crazy sometimes.. there was one time i wanna be like slipknot.. haha.. rasing up hell .. anyway.. camp i tml tml tml tml tml yea yea yea wooohooooo... hehehehe... SO AM I STILL WAITING... FOR THIS WORLD TO STOP HATING... CANT FIND A GOOD REASON... CANT FIND A HOPE TO BELIEVE IN .!!! teTEteDa TEteda wohoooo!!!

ROCK ON!!!!!!! \m/

Thats my yummy cake!! Banana CHOCOLATE!!! MUAHAHA 

Yea my 3 mates who made my cutting session more lively.. haha... cant remember the last time i had to blow the candles.. anyway.. thanks mate.. i know ya love the cake yea? its rich in chocolate. muahaha.. YUMMY!! 

18 years old

hey.. i am finally 18!! wohoo.. yea i am a young adult now yea.. yea.. woho.. and i going to poly where they treat the students like adults ... which is awesome.. cause we get our freedom.. =) i also just got my crumpler bag.. hahaha.. my dad bought it for me.. so cool...this is just the beginning.. its feels good.. oh yea i feel so good i feel so good.. oh yea yea yea!!! omfg.. camp is just in 2 days time.. muahah.. kk crazy me

Sup bros... kai my vocalist on the left.. help him get the shirt from topman la haha.. mine also topman jacket.. center is chee fatt.. the crazy dude in slippers for prom.. haha.. can see his blue underwear la.. haha.. GGW.. not gals gone wild.. its GUYS GONE WILD!! haha 

RAWK ON BLOOD BROTHERS !! =) i loved that hair hahaha..  

my 3 cousins.. it has been awhile since i last met them.. =) how ya doing? 

The cake yea.. thanks mates!! =)  

The class gathering at jp =) 06A02 for life ! 

go

hello mates.. been quite a while since i blog yea? haha anyway.. had A02 class dinner yesterday at jp.. thanks for the cake and the song =) its really unfortunate to see wat happen in jj la.. dun really wanna talk abt it.. i mean like it disturbs me hearing abt the comments and all.. so ya.. all i wanna have is peace so yea.. chill it mate.. it was great meeting up wif the class agian yesterday.. hearing their happenings in their jc.. yea its true i got nothing much to say cause i am home all the time and yea.. ahah.. but its nice hearing what ppl say..

anyway camp is next monday.. sports camp.. haha.. gonna try all kinds of sports.. free sparing?? haha wow.. of course i will wanna play soccer.. i dun really know what is gonna happen yet but yea.. i hope i get to meet some nice ppl =) and the week after that camp would be the FOC camp.. haha they say that camp u gonna enjoy.. haha i dunnoe yet so yea.. keep up reading this blog i will tell ya wads happening in my skool.. its gonna be alot alot alot of stories by than.. also went back to np 2 days ago.. to follow chee fatt pay his school fees and enrolment.. i cant stand the hall la.. got 2 halls like that.. the seats can be push to the walls and like make more space.. and its wooden floor haha.. i just love the sound system.. it rocks.. haha was telling jun wei and chee fatt that if one day can have concert here.. power!! haha.. after that we had lunch at canteen 2.. haha there are 5 canteens in the skool!!! the one i went is just beside the sports complex.. the swimming pool there.. the chicken rice is only 2 bucks haha.. the other time i kena con la.. eat the nasi padang.. 3.50 super ex la.. still have quite alot of things to explore in np for me la.. haha.. they say the library is super high tech.. that np grads from uni come back here to use the library .. haha so it must be damn good la.. haha.. the only sad thing is that my block is at the back of the skool.. near the pub there i think? yea WE HAVE A PUB!!! haha.. and its link to SIM by a canteen or a gate.. so yea.. its really a big campus to me.. first time =)

its quite weird to go skool wifout uniform for now haha.. but its all the fashion ove r there haha.. gonna meet posers!!! and some cool shit fashion.. haha.. and yea the LAPTOPS!! muahaha i gonna use it like mad.. now aready using it like mad at home la... download so many songs and movies.. and i just transfered wc3 here la..MUAHAH the graphics rocks =) super awesome.. hrmm guess i stop here yea? haha

ROCK ON!! \\// <3

finally

whew.. finally my headach subside.. it was horrible la last nite.. i could feel my head burning .. yes burning.. think i had fever also.. the fan directly blowing my head.. so yea.. manage to fall asleep after a while.. i feel so much better now la.. one of the worse headachs i ever had last nite... now its over wow!! today i skip wu shu told my dad not feeling well.. omg.. i dunnoe if i can even go grading la.. i skip 2 grads like that.. which is 2/3 of a belt.. haiz... well what matters is the abillty anyway =)

painj

hello.. played the soccer match today.. scored a goal.. so happy la.. been quite a while i scored.. but than still lose 4-3.. i could had scored abt 2 more.. wasted... anyway.. oh man.. everton lost sia. 10 yellow and 2 red cards.. so shit la.. van de meyde send off.. wtf wtf... haiz... bad day... i gues.. cant say much .. i having headach now and its killing me!!!

yea yea

hey.. went to np ealier in the afternoon wif chee fatt and my parents.. yea.. met cheryl and joel there haha.. awesome.. registered for the camps.. looking at the people around makes me feel anxious haha.. gonna be someone i know someday.. so far so good =) its my skool !! come on.. i got to love it.. found out that i gonna study programming for my first module.. haha yea C programming.. been wanting to study it since i was p6 haha.. serious.. and now finally its something i got to study.. way too awesome.. hope that studying something i really like will motivate me =) and yea i think i talk abt this yesterday abt daniel asking me to join him to play music for money.. yea i think its a good idea.. more exposure.. same goes to more exprience and all..

yea i gonna play soccer tml.. for coffee bean.. yea striker!!!! MUAHAHAA finally.. gonna unlesh everything tml.. and all .. my poor +10 haha.. long time no play.. and yea tml we gonna play.. hehe.. hope that my foot injury is okay.. damn pain la that time i landed on my foot bone so hard..hope tml i can play.. yea yea..

notin much to say.. so yea.. the chapter begins..

thursday?

hello... life is going in circles for me now.. almost everything i do everyday is repeating all over agian.. been staying home for 3 days.. yea.. its a pain.. daniel came over to my house to collect his application form for his SIM dip.. printed out the wrong one for him lol.. so yea.. he treated me lunch la.. so nice =) he is as usual does his long talk.. one of the things he mention that had my attention was when he asked me if i am in with him playing music at pubs or resturant. well its what i enjoy always.. music.. haha so yea we practice a few songs.. and i said that i will be a part time musician from now.. its cool.. i mean music is the beat of my life..

now everyone is busy.. i feel so alone now days.. and when its time to have fun for me.. suddenly so many people ask me out.. man.. its killing me now getting bored.. all i do now is watch movies at home sleep eat and play haha.. and i just cant stop dreaming at home!! help me.. haha..

this sucks

yea yea

yea yea looky here.. my new blog skin.. kinda of suck? haha .. i did it 4am this morning.. couldnt sleep.. dunnoe why.. btw if yur not using firefox as browser.. the video code will appear as html above here.. dunnoe why.. but yea sowie=) the navigator is above here.. just click click only la.. today is kind of a short day.. woke up at 12pm haha.. than i watched scary movie 3.. than played ps2.. and i realise some things today.. i mean like.. for the past few weeks or days.. i haven really been happy.. maybe only when i play soccer or music.. so yea.. i mean like.. its just not me.. not happy and all.. i can remember clearly that when i was sec 3.. i wished i did not need to sleep.. and enjoy every second of my life.. i would like just chat happily until i drop dead at my com desk.. when i am bored.. i would take up the guitar and strum until my fingers go numb.. than talk to my buddy hakim all that.. laugh wif chee fatt and my classmates.. i mean like i really enjoy life back than.. and all the things happen were so happening.. it was like the begining of life to me..

recently i felt like i gonna die or something haha.. but its stupid yea.. every ending has a begining.. today i was thinking all day about my music.. reading some magazines about music and recordings.. oh man.. i watched muse concert agian.. and yea.. oh man how i wished i am matt.. i would be the happiest man in the world if i could be like him..

i have been planing how is life ahead in the future.. first is doing well in poly.. and having as much fun as i can also.. 3 years.. soccer,music and study would be the only 3 things i must have in order to really be happy.. hope that within the 3 years i could at least have an album.. i think i should at least have 2 albums.. i been playing music for 3-4 years now. and yet i am playing like i learn last year.. which sucks.. so yea.. i got to start being passionate and yea.. and yea.. hope that i could at least play soccer at a higher level.. play for a club and hopefully i might get a chance to play in s league or national team someday..=) haha..

i think living without music for me .. my life would just die.. and now.. listening to tons and tons of songs.. filling up my moods.. yea.. all i wanna do is rock n roll.. RAWK ON mates..! =)

cant get my eyes off you

hello mates.. my laptop going nuts.. haha guess i have been installing to many and downloading stuff into it haha.. lucky i got it recovered back.. today haiz.. so boring la.. zhi wei say got something on than cannot go interview.. sucks =( been watching movies almost everyday at home!! wah.. such a loner life i have.. somebody save me!!!! been listening to emo songs over and over agian.. than watching SAW just now haha.. omg .. its so gross.. i never wanna have that shit feeling.. it sucks..

so this song goes.. greenday!!

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone!!


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the borderline of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone..

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone