All the way to glory

haiz... yesterday told my family abt my results which really sucks.... its hard to tell them wat really happen to me during my examination period.. but i also need to be push to score better in my N levels.. cried the whole nite last nite... not just because they scold me or what.. all my sadness i had for the pass few weeks... everything happen just like that.. and now i lost everything.. my father took my computer away.. my handphone.. and i being force to study at home now.. so i hardly will be online aready... some how i need to cool myself down.. i just need to study all i can to do my very best in my n levels..

today just had my new chinese tution which jun wei introduced to me.. lol.. 4 hours!! okie la.. not so bad.. get to eat free mac donalds.. =) the teacher teach also quite fun.. they place to dead people stay one.. got her son super naughty.. make noise lol.. i can't study in quiet play for long.. thats why 4 hours was like nothing.. something to keep my mind going.. my chinese i did super badly for my prelims.. wondering how would i do for my n levels... my other subjects okie la.. my phyics improve alot and my accounts... the rest all okie okie la.. border line.. my english dunnoe why so sucky.. i really suck at expressing myself.. my paper one pull me down alot... paper 2 also very risky...

can't believe my family did a study timetable for me.. but i never follow =X .. i now just only came back ... so tired... besides all abt my studies...i been thinking lately abt ellice... wondering wat would happen.. waiting for answers.. most of the time i thought of happy thoughts that we had.. and feeling very bad abt losing it .. its entirely my fault that i cause this to happen between us.. i blame myself everyday of being foolish.. the reason why i fall for her is because of who she is.. nothing abt her can make me forget abt her... very special... lovely.. kind.. patience.. trustful..and faithful.. no matter how much i think abt it.. i can never rewind back in time.. of wat i lost.. now i just have to pick things up slowy agian...

MING!!! ALL THE WAY TO GLORY!!! GOGOGOGOGOOOOOOOO =)