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yoyoyo!! been bloody long long time since i update... been busy busy wif alot of things.. many things have happen.. heard ppl talking behind my back and ya some tell me.. i heard that some ppl come into my blog reading and gossip behind my back.. who ever reading my blog.. please please please i publish my story to read.. not to gossip .. =) just better be careful wif my personal blog here.. cause i really hate ppl talking on my back!

so okay.. manay things happen.. one of the good news is that I have met Ellice !=) we talk on the phone for 3 nights in a row .. talk until 5 am.. the time when he father gets up.. lol.. we talk abt many things.. abt both of us.. what happen recently.. abt the past.. abt our problems or family.. and abt our future =) talking at nite is when everything comes out from my mouth.. and the best part is that when i say something that i shouldn't say.. sometimes we din pay attention.. too tired i guess... she finally knows abt my ture feelings for her and i am statisfied abt that alot... we were at a point when everything could just end between us.. then i said something that turn things completely back to we were.. and its just keep getting better =) but she was still uncomfortable the things were cause she said that if i could do this to her once.. i could do it twice.. feeling that i would betray her agian.. but doing it for the second time this to her.. i can just got and cut loose myself .. it took awhile for both of us to really settle down until things were clear agian.. it wasn't easy... now that we both are in love agian.. i really feel lucky and bless cause to get a second chance wasn't that easy to get.. one of the reason why i never gave up on her is because.. i truly love her alot.. she was all along in my heart and i could't keep lying to myself.. now that we are back together.. i feel as motivated as ever.. =)

Of how i got to met her was on wednesday 8th september .. i was going to change my ezlink card at bona vista.. i was talking to her on the phone on my way there.. she told me that hougang can also change. lol.. straight came to my mind that i wanted to go hougang.. cause its only 2 stops away from her house.. at first she told me that she wasn't prepared and din wan to meet.. but somehow i presuade her until she agrees to... i waited till her tution ends and went her house the park there and say on a bench and waited.. reminded me of forest gump lol... ya i was anxious to see her.. and there she stood by the steps.. she was shy to approach to me and stood there until i made my move towards her.. =) we started talking and walk around her estate.. i could hardly believe to see her in my eyes.. then we went to coffee bean to sit and talk.. that was when i look into her eyes and talk.. one of my memories that i never forget... her estate there was dangerous.. cause anytime her parents or brother can be passing by.. so we were both quite afraid to walk along the road ... she walk wif me till the bus stop.. which was far from her house.. than i sent her home walking back wif her =) and when she walk towards her house.. i look her till the last moment ... than i was dazing off .. but i was late to go home.. lol.. than i took taxi to city hall and took train.. veri lucky never got scolded and she also lucky her parents not at home .. so lucky... whew...

yesterday we went out to orchard to watch movie.. the terminal..the cinema was soo cold that i stared shivering entering the theather... i held her hand in the cinema and watch to moive... i wasn't really paying attention to the movie.. i was paying more attention looking at her.. my hands were much colder than hers but still we held on... the show lasted for 2.5 hours.. lol.. after the show we had little time left to spent.. so we quicky rush to hereens to take neoprint.. lol.. she told me to pose and i din noe much abt posing so i just look up or down and do something wif my hands.. lol.. well.. not too bad for the first time we took .. lol.. but it still will be kept as a memories as one of our veri first date together.. then i sent her home till her mrt station serangoon... i told her that she will never have to go home from orchard by her own anymore.. i will always be there to sent her back home safe and sound.. she brought me to the front of the train where u can see the train moving forward through the windows ... we just stood there and look in the window through illusion.. its was like a never ending journey.. than she had to change back to her skool uniform cause she told her parents she went to skool lol.. so i reminded her many times so that she wun forget.. and then she went off when i train came.. having the last look at her agian.. i spend exactly one hour from there to reach my house.. i travel miles and miles just to see her... it was all worth spending the time =)

that nite her mum called me to stay away from her and dun ever call her or contact her agian.. after she hang up the call.. i just sat on my chair and thought of ways to handle this situation.. i am willing to take wat is takes to go through this.. and i will never ever let go of her.. we will go through this together.. and one day.. we can be free from our parents... no matter wat happens .. i am not gonna let go of my love.. the love that we have now.. it shall last forever.. i really appriciate the love and care she had for me .. *thank you dear=)* we will hold on together to go through this endless journey in life.. for now..the future lay in our hands.. we create our future together .. =) do all the best in our studies and our career shall come next.. Love you ellice=)

Hey you ppl out there reading.. i hope u appriciate the information of my tale that i given... all the best in life yea? =) ROCK ON!!!