I Miss Her

lol.. sorry that recently i change my style of typing.. looks so simple and obvious... so i think i stick it the way i used to type=) today met my dear agian! i can't believe it.. she called me in the morning when i was in bed.within the next hour.. i am wif her.. at hougang there.. took 1 hour to reach there.. ate at mac donalds wif her for breadfast... after that i decided to bring to habourfront . cause she never been there... so we took train from hougang.. habourfront the shops were still close as we reach there around 9 plus in the morning... we walk around the shopping center and held each other hand.. i brought her to the view where we can see sentosa from habourfront.. the first thing she said was that next time we live in this place... lol.. i know the view is nice.. not until i told her that i heard from my dad that the place have many ppl died b4.. she got shock alittle and she stare blank into the view.. i hug her and we both enjoy the scenery together... lookin into the sea and sky...even she never wore her contacts.. she still stare blank into the view for quite along time.. i guess she must have miss seeing this kind of views=) should bring her to more places where have nice scenery... the whole morning happen so fast.. it was like a dream... after sending her home... i slept all the way back to clementi.. a long journey.. i relise that i am getting use to traveling this far... all that matters is that i can be wif her.. she seems lost somehow and i really want to make her find her track back in life .. anything just ask me k dear ? *hughug*

the whole morning just happen like that.. sooo fast.. thats why i now still could'nt believe i was wif her in the morning.. anyway.. i got my notes from jun wei and went home after that... played game wif my brother the whole day... i felt so bad to tell my dear to call me back later as i was playing half way wif my brother.. sorry dear... =( but later she came online.. but i still find talking to her is better.. i dunnoe why.. but somehow talking is better... maybe cause i am starting to miss her agian.. i really miss her.. the whole day i thought of her.. even in my dreams.. i studied alittle after playing game.. my accounts tml got tution also.. so its okie =) tml i would be going to my grandmother house .. i guess the whole family would be there.. its has been really a long long time since we met.. everyone was busy doing their own things... they must have left out in their mind that we have a big family.. i never seen my cousin for ages.. and i do miss talking to them lol.. and also see hows my grandmother doing.. i somehow felt that because i can't speak malay well.. i can't communicate wif my grandma well.. the rest of my cousins are closer to her than i do.. i wish i could be closer but i can never express myself ...

it also has been a very long time since i sat down and spend my own sweet time typing into my blog.. one more paper to go on monday.. tml got soccer game !! yea =) long time never play.. this comming friday i would be fasting aready.. my brother have a job for me from his fren.. hope i get it.. its at tanglin mall.. after my exams.. i vow to try my very best to meet my dear everyday.. cause i really do miss her easily.. i never had a long day wif her b4.. we both were always rushing.. so i guess after her exams.. i will bring her somewhere special.. =) hope that she has freedom to go home late cause i would still be fasting ... i am looking forward to my future.. my results must do well.. and spending time wif my dear... our dreams we shared... what hakim said was true.. a relationship is also when both help each other out to reach each other dreams.. and the most special thing wif me and ellice is that we have the same dream =) i find myself that i am really fortunate to have such a wonderful girlfriend like her... felt like i was the luckiest person on earth... even how we met or got to knew each other.. it has lots of unexpected things happening until we both came this far.. i guess that we are fated to get to know each other and been this far.. =) i really thank god for giving me this life to live and having such a wonderful girl who loves me .. i do anything to be wif her forever.. wat i live in this world today is where there are rules.. some rules are meant to be broken and some are important...

i never have thoughts like this for a long long time... i am listening to embrace album... the songs veri nice.. it calms my brain down... slow my pace in life.. i guess i have type more than enough for my entry lol.. all i want to say to my dear is that i love her !! *muacks*