hello mr fish

hey.. omg i just woke up only and now its 2am haha.. slept at 6pm.. think i gonna be up whole nite =) yea i twisted my ankle last nite while playing soccer.. now its in a really bad shape.. so yea i cant walk.. haha i am really lame now.. hrmm... okok lastest update is that i am single?? lol.. its actually quite old news.. hrmm.. for those who follow my updates in my blog.. its amazing that some of you all update abt me by reading my blog lol.. but my blog is kind of slow news haha... cause i always very lazy to update my blog.. oh ya.. this person who viwed my friendster profile and read my blog.. mr fish.. i got to make my point clear for now.. i have nothing to do wif whoever u think i am with.. and please be kind to the world and stop being a bully lol.. ok enough .. dun deserve to be talk abt here anyway cause its not even on my mind.. okok.. hrmm.. i am more worried abt my poor little ankle =( given 2 days to rest.. see by friday i can recover fully..

yesterday my team was owning the whole court la.. abt 7 teams there.. we win everybody until we lost by penalty.. hhaha.. i cant wait to own agian!! i think that my time has come.. =) i mean time to really open up my world once more! the world of music and soccer.. yea yea passion is the key.. ever since skool started i am drifting away from my dreams.. now i am slowly gathering a band in my class to really go into full gear.. and exams just around the corner.. in august!! haha..

i just feel like talking abt love now.. hrmm.. i think that my thoughts abt love has change quite a little bit.. and the best song is by SUM41 - Pieces.. omg.. remember this line mates.. " I try to be perfect, but nothing was worth it" its so damn true.. it has been quite a while since i been in deep love.. and lost my faith in love.. it used to be a very big thing for me.. now it seems like the meaning is gone and not that amazing as i used to think of.. maybe if someone who do believes it deeply as how much i do then it would be different.. i mean like not everyone would think so highly of love.. so yea.. its still a long path ahead of me..

i think i am begining to start loving my classmates more somemore.. not in gay sense but in brotherhood.. i almost lost them due to love.. and now since i let everything go besides my frens.. its really awesome to be back in business wif them =) i mean like i laugh the loudest agian and really yea that high in life agian.. thanks mate..

i know that i made a mistake and regret quite a little.. but i cant just keep looking back at it.. its time to leave everything behind and see whats ahead in life.. cause its the only way i am gonna be happy and be myself.. so yea thanks for reading my blog.. i din though u all bothered to read my trash haha...

nites RAWK ON!!!