what a time to blog just right before school.. i slept super long since last nite think its more than 12 hours . well i did dreamt about alot alot of things. some of those were flashbacks. a hell alot of sleep. i hope today would be a better day for me. what a really fucking emo day i had yesterday. especially after i knew what the hell was going on . well even duo u say its not my fault , i did caused the major damage or else it wouldnt have even screw up. whats worst it happen right under his nose. well, things can never be the same i guess. everybody's changing and i dun feel the same.
almost everyday in life i tried to changed to be a better person ever since the last time i got screwed for real. things are so hard understand sometimes and thats nothing can be done to it. its untouchable and unchangable. always wanted to mould the world for a better place for the people , thats why i always wanted to be a musician. someday , sometime in my life , what all happened to me would just be a tale and part of my life. who cares about history these days, what you accomplished is nothing and what u failed is just another step to success which means actually nobody gives a shit. people arent that kind until u give them what they want. its over now for sure about enjoying my poly life, i guess it felt like i was in semster 2 with no life but just study and work.