Zouk was okay yesterday .. well went to mark house to put my stuff first.. his house like so freaking far.. after that head back to clarke quay there.. took bus... super long journey.. was talking with beatrice abt alot of things.. she and her santa talk lol... the whole entire day she was giving funny faces.. haha serious it looks funny la... she can frown in 5 different ways.. cool... anyway.. it was her first time going to club and its like i retire clubbing dunno how long la haha.. best part she never bring her pre sale ticket.. in the end must buy the full price one.. smart ah.. well we drank abit and went in.. the best part was i anyhow dump the bottle of whisky in a plastic bag like just let it lay somewhere.. inside still got alot.. no body realise that i kept it there so obvious hahaha.. cool ! =) but zouk was damn fucking packed la.. alot of posers and small kids.. macham paham.. haha.. beatrice first time go sure ask alot of questions.. i like macham give tour guide.. all i can say is WELCOME TO THE CLUB haha.. well my highness y died out by the time i reach the dance floor .. music was rnb all the way.. not so bad la... danced until it ends at 4 am and headed down to east coast.. we aready plan to arrange a day to go there and emo .. so yea.. we went to eat first then finish the rest of the whisky.. alot of my memories over there.. she also.. so yea we were like talking abt how beautiful it was in the past.. and just stare into the ocean.. hearing the sea waves.. slowly the sky became brighter...

omg i almost fell down la.. cause i was sitting down on the bench. then i was falling sleep almost feel backwards but lucky i fast to grab the table infront to hold my balance haha.. not funny lor =) .. after that we went home.. i went mark's house .. i reach his house expecting to sleep but in the end we play guitar hahaha.. cool eh... i slept at 11am and woke up at 1 pm.. so little sleep la..

when i reach school had a fast lunch and went to class.. my dad found out that i actually fail a moudule last sem so yea he was piss off and called me.. well i din expect things to be so different.. i mean like i was expecting him to like scold me like hell.. in the end he talk to me nicely and say that i must pass.. i really felt how much my dad loves me.. he even say that he gives me money to go out next time but i must stop working lol... then he agreed to pay for my car licence!!! cool!! =) i love my dad to the core.. and tml i going shopping wif him.. cool rite?? from something i expected so serious into soo good..

oh ya.. i really feel bad for beatrice.. her fucking lecturer go sabo to her mum that she hasnt been going class and everything.. so fucking kpo... then now beatrice mum like noes everything even the night before knew that there was no meeting in school.. hey dun do anything stupid okay.. i can feel that you were very nervous when yur mum was on the phone listening to yur lecturer.. some people just cant mind their own fucking business and destroy people's love...

anyway.. today i am acutally have a mixed of emotions.. werid day rite? dunnoe to be happy or sad... but one thing for sure.. i am proud of my hamster is now stronger and happier =) things are slowly getting back to normal.. whew...

beatrice and i actually agree to finally let our past go and move on for real... sadly this happen to her.. haiz.. well.. there are so many things in life to go through..