sad long day

i woke up this morning having this anxious feeling for my car test today. even the past few nights i had nightmare that some things in life i just cant get and it just gets even further. i went there an hour earlier for my car warm up before the test. everything was perfect. but yet during the test i screwed up big big big time =(
my very first course the vertical parking which was one of the easiest task to do but yet i screwed up.. the fucking rain!!! why why why? =( because of that my judgement wasnt accurate and it screwed up my parking. and later suddenly the tester tap the front so i did the emergency brake and almost everything from the back flew to the front. i was shocked but well its the correct thing that i did how to stop the car but after that i did the most stupid mistake ever. to change lane late and end up changing on a bend and obstruct the road.. because of this 3 stupid stupid mistake it cause my license =(

maybe i am just born not to have such privilege ? i dunnoe yet confused.. got to wait another 4 months!!! for the next test.. haiz.... damn damn sad.

anyway yat and i rented a car today and we drove around to have some fun. but still at the back of my mind my stupid mistake to fail the test. because everything else i did was close to perfect.. oh my =(

i just got home and yea feeling down.. so that means i am gonna get my bike first as the test is in 2 months. i wish myself all the best. lol..