Wednesday, December 18, 2002

ahhhh....today damn tired came back from training juz now so damn tired...i can't stand being in my house ...i juz now sleeping they wake me up to eat then i sae i full and veri tired ..... he shouted at me than i scold him wats the use if i go down stairs to eat if i am full....cannot stand em.....always shout at me for notin even i in toilet shout at me .... siao one !! cannot leave me alone .....arhh.... .also my hari raya money fading away!! damn it!!! owe my fren 25 bucks and i haf 60 now .... 35 can buy wat shit!!!!!!!! damndamndamn!!!!! nvm i work part time next year beh ta han...... juz now my soccer coach talked to me abt me being in ncc and soccer... he ask me that i want to take a one year rest from soccer a not then of course i agree lah!!! so many things goin on... but than i haf to train my self cause i going back when i am sec 4 and thats when the soccer field is ready!!!! hehe ..... this sat i goin training for ncc not a normal one ...its a special one cause all the new sec 1 pupils are there and they will be looking so i muz be in tip top condition.... hehehe to recurit new cadets ...hope to haf alot of em.....so that when my badge overtake we can have a higher chance to get sliver hehe ..... cause our attendance like shit... only 9 out of 20 come and the sec 1 hrmmm 3 out of 23 like that.... how to survive like that .....from last time like that ppl veri ham ji to come for training cause they lazy or scared to suffer ......ahhh ya kkk i end now kkk :D