and there she went through the doors to the other side. all i could do was just to see her walking her walk away like nothing is wrong. it was just a glimpse of short moment i could hug her and kiss her goodbye and yet the torture is 11 days. even before the plane took off i started missing her terribly alot. she called me later saying her last words before taking off and there she goes...
about 10 hour later she called me from thailand. but she was in a hurry.. it only lasted less than 2mins on the phone. and an email from her.
since then...... there was no contact till today..
i been thinking alot about her.. i dont know what to do.. so i just kept emailing her everyday. hoping that she would response. i miss her so much but i just couldnt reach out to her. maybe my cry wasnt far enough for her to sense that i needed her that badly. 3 days without anything its scary. also after finding out there was a bomb at thailand . at the southern part. she is in the northen part thank god. but still a response tell me that yur okay would do good and i know that she is safe and sound.a small effort just to response would just save the day for us. i cant possible force forget she existed right? i love her thats why i felt like this . because she is not in my arms . i dun blame her for anything but sometimes i just feel sad at times like these when i dont even know how she is doing. i pray for her safety and hope she has a great time over there.
torn from baby arm
absence cause us harm
thoughts of the unknown
tears held up strongly
wish upon the stars
that you could hear my cry
so that i see you once more
with one small effort
save the day for us