omg its 4am now and i am blogging well today i mean yesterday was quite a long day... beatrice and hamster go take the laughing gas and turn into idiots lol.. had to take care of them the whole day la.. but hamster got even worse till she cant even stand straight then later on she had pain comming from her chest. made me worried the whole day .. anyways my test i think i kinda of screwed up cause i only know less than half the paper even its just MCQ haha.. after my test suppose to go np strings agian but i pon agian playing board games instead the whole nite haha.. everyone was there and its like a good reunion i guess lol..after that went to alaza to eat then went home...

the reason why i haven sleep till now is because someone emoed the whole nite haha.. and also i talk things out wif hamster.. not really everything but have a idea there.. see how things go... was talking to beatrice the whole nite even now .. begging me to follow her go back to her school as its at TANJONG KATONG!!!!! wahahha... u damn lucky beatrice that i am very nice... so next time think twice before trying to kill me again haha.. =) anyways thanks for all the support and ya noe what i mean..

i aint a quiter
neither a loser
either way i win
or walk away smiling =)

hello... today was a better day i guess.. things are so much clearer now and it seems like things are back to normal too i guess? anyways... i got 2 missing post in my blog.. my 2 post which i posted yesterday is missing because of my hamster!! haha .. okok not my fault not my fault.. anyway liked i said it doesnt matter to me. if it is or not. what matters is that everyone is happy =) well the only bad thing was skipping my np string practice haha.. well got kind of lazy la.. tml also got reharsal.. so yea.. give myself a rest la.. so watched movie in the library instead with almost everyone there.. uea that reminds me watching bubble boy 2 days ago... i really miss that show alot.. when i was sec 3 i almost everyday kept watching that movie over and over agian.. and the main song for the movie is from blink 182 thats why!! haha.. okok tml is my SA test omg!!!! i still dunnoe alot of things .. hope tml during skool can like u noe.. study? haha maybe i wake up early tml go school study or study during my break.. work some things out wif myself.. test is after school.. and after test got np string reharsal.. so yea. basically i am packed wif my time tml.. well well all i can say that today is beautiful day!!! rock on mates..

What I've done

What I've Done



In this farewell
There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty
So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

For what I've done
I'll start again
And whatever thing
May come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving

Whaaaaat I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

What I've done

Forgiving what I've done

what a time to blog just right before school.. i slept super long since last nite think its more than 12 hours . well i did dreamt about alot alot of things. some of those were flashbacks. a hell alot of sleep. i hope today would be a better day for me. what a really fucking emo day i had yesterday. especially after i knew what the hell was going on . well even duo u say its not my fault , i did caused the major damage or else it wouldnt have even screw up. whats worst it happen right under his nose. well, things can never be the same i guess. everybody's changing and i dun feel the same.
almost everyday in life i tried to changed to be a better person ever since the last time i got screwed for real. things are so hard understand sometimes and thats nothing can be done to it. its untouchable and unchangable. always wanted to mould the world for a better place for the people , thats why i always wanted to be a musician. someday , sometime in my life , what all happened to me would just be a tale and part of my life. who cares about history these days, what you accomplished is nothing and what u failed is just another step to success which means actually nobody gives a shit. people arent that kind until u give them what they want. its over now for sure about enjoying my poly life, i guess it felt like i was in semster 2 with no life but just study and work.

HELLO everybody.. okay its me back from a serious hangover.. hop nite was great!!! 163 and above ROCKS!! it was a brillant idea to get high b4 the concert hahaha.. i actually din really remember how i played but i know i swing here and there alot.. i have been waiting all my life to have this chance to really rock that HARD!! i dun see an end to all of this... ITS JUST THE BEGINING!!!!!!!!! WE ARE GONNA GO GIGS AND CONCERTS OUTSIDE REAL SOON!!!!! AND I JUST CANT WAIT!!! Everyone in the band did great.. was really proud of them.. and think that we are the most happening program on hopnite! but sadly its the openning la.. cause its like u noe people as usual come late will miss it.. but well at least most of them still get to see us rock. finally all the effort we put into jamming and practice has been paid off.. such a big relief we did acutally played as the person in charge almost cancel of my performance la.. damn lucky we got the chance.. i looking for more pics or better still videos during the performance..

after the performance we all just lepak and got bored looking at the other performance.. i dun know why maybe because my freshie felt bored also thats why.. haha.. i ate rubbish la for hopntie.. haha.. we stayed in school really quite late.. by the time we got to russel's house it was aready 2am.. and hell yea no one manage to beat me in winning 11 wowhoohhoo... felt damn good to be a pro haha... after that went to drink really really alot.. omg i remembered that i couldnt even walk straight haha.. but it was a hell of a nite to drink alot.. alot of nice drinks.. i think? maybe i aready drank too much.. haha... but the hangover the next day was damn horrible.. and i still went for npstrings practice... and guess what my instructor dunnoe if he is joking say i will be the solo of my section? and i was like huh?? hahaha i wanna keng one ah.. i aready kena sit center front.. well oh yea details to np strings concert nexy week .. MUST MUST COME!!
its nice trust me even duo its classical
=)

DATE 19 May 2007 Saturday
LOCATION NGEE ANN POLY LT 26
TIME be seated by 6.45pm ends 9pm
ADMISSION FEE free!!!
(confirm wif me yur comming asap.. by sms or msn also can just say u comming i need to count how many comming)
hope to really see u guys there.. =)

ps: i think i shot myself at my head 2 days ago.. omg..

163 above in action!!
group photo

having the biggest headach of my life b4 the concert started. how sad is that =(