hey... today was kind of a sad day for me.. well i was cut from the school team... guess i aint that good enough to be in the team.. felt quite dissapointed with myself.. well i still looking forward to train and towards np league next year.. patience...
i think my life now where i stand at now... i feel that bring me back 2 years ago.. i was much happier.. the difference is that now being more independent.. i do almost everything myself.. spending more time on my own.. what i can say is that my journey now feels more lonely than ever.. obviously one of the thing that i every love doing was playing music.. and thats something i neglected alot currently.. its sad that i cant really manage my time to fufill my desires in music.. its a shame .. haiz..
being cut, being left out , being down
happens to the best of us i guess =)
never take out that smile off my face
just keep going ahead