Saturday, October 02, 2004

stress?

these few days..
feeling the pressure in my head...
from my family espcially..
my parents keep forcing me to study..
and makes me even more dun want to!!
when can i have my own free will to study?
not ever once they mention anything else expect to study when they see my face...
i understand they want to do well..
but all they do is nagging at me to study..
i feel so stress hearding their nags
it gets stuck in my head and its really distracting me...
my exams 2 more days... i know i can handle this...
my parents just over worried to much..
all they do is force me and worried
how much effect it gets on me?
i feel veri veri stress just now when i came home..
they kept naggin... see my face..
first things say go study..
wtf..................
they never believe in me that i studied
only my results could prove them wrong..
even them saying them..
they still keep pressuring me!!!!!!
=(
sometimes i dun even feel like studying anymore...
i never got stress studying before..
i am not stress abt my exams
they stress me..
why must they give me stress?
aiya....
watever is it..
i shall prove them wrong day..
yes i will!!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

today ... veri tired.. nothing much to post either..actually quite alot of things happen.. lazy to type down and no time to.. all i just want to say is that i love ellice alot... *hughug* even she has been bad mood these few days i still bear wif it.. but after that she is okay wif it =) i want her to be happy.. and i been concern about the problems she had these few days... worries me sometimes.. and i think of her almost everytime.. even in my dreams.. i sleeptalk abt her... can't imagine if i were to ever to forget abt her... because of her.. the meaning of life has been much more meaningful..=) this week is the last week i can study for my exams.. thanks dear.. kk i gtg study liao.. Posted by Hello