sum of all thoughts

jj nite 2 nites ago.. awesome.. it was very emotional seeing everyone.. everyone misses s jj.. its sad that now most of them i can't see them like we were in the first 2 months.. mr chng.. best teacher ever.. even the class has only been 2 months wif him. he still welcomes us back to jj or to him anytime.. he was shaking my hand and saying that i should at least see you in NUS or NTU 3 years from now or after ns.. matin cried.. seeing him cried made me felt like crying too.. but mike was there keeping us strong =) mass dance was awesome.. danced wif celest liying and mike haha.. we did the train all over the hall.. and i was drenched in my class shirt.. like i just jumped into a swimming pool.. the singing session was nice.. singing our hearts out.. haha mike was really teasing me.. when the chorus of thats where u find love.. dunnoe if i should state here wad exactly happen.. those who knows will know =) i gonna really miss jj alot.. it was like the perfect skool for me to study in.. but too bad i am not good enough for it.. after everything i went to thank umar.. he said he will miss me.. and yea i will miss everything about jj.. i was very very sad... felt like crying.. but still i hold it.. i reached home at 11.30 that nite.. matin so badly miss jj that he din wan to go home and just stay wif us..i felt the same too.. jj has somehow became a part of me.. its a blessing to meet u guys and gals in jj..

after jj nite.. the next day was li ying's birthday.. had some problems wif my fren afiq.. b4 going there.. i was really pissed off wif him.. dunnoe to blame myself or wad.. but he treats me like dirt yesterday.. and harrsion was there.. saying he is not your fren.. haiz.. my classmate for 3 years.. afiq.. i dunnoe wad to say.. but its sad seeing u like this.. u been having physcological problems..which i never mention.. cause i accept the way u are.. even ppl like says about u.. and like talk bad about u.. i never once join them.. cause i thought u were a real friend.. and now after something like this happen.. i guess i must be wrong... its such a pain to find that someone who u thought was yur buddy.. stabs u at the back.. well.. after that went to kap.. met celest and suan wee.. haha they waited for me like 1 hour.. than we ate macs.. awhile later came liying .. than her nan hua frens ... i never thought that the celebration was at her house.. i didnt give her the present as early as the rest because i was waiting for mike.. cause he also paid part of the present.. so yea.. we went to her house first than later came down to fetch mike up.. he was injured la. than climb up that hill haha.. haha we only gave the presents only when they were taking photos.. milton passed her the present which was a guitar and i said its a share from the four of us.. and harrison.. than i pass her my own present.. lol. it looks so simple la my one.. i should had wrap it.!! haha.. the cake looks quite nice.. white and pink.. but when she cuts the cake and i saw it inside.. i was like wow.... jam.. =) but the best part was eating the cake.. its cold inside.. haha.. one of the nicest birthday cake i ate.. while eating the cake.. i was sitting wif mike milton bryan and liying's mom.. haha suddenly we just talk.. well she did a very good job being a host.. nice and cool mom.. lol.. the thing that catches me most was her younger brother.. running around all over and being so hyper active.. reminds me.. when i was young haha..but for me.. i was much more worse.. well.. stayed till around 11.30.. haha... luckily me mike and milton manage to catch our last bus..

today went to play the nike joga 3v3 competition haha.. i was really nervous at first.. but than we won 5 games in a row!!!!wow!! haha but than they say if win 5 games must change court.. than we queue up agian.. super super long.. and the worst part was we got this very good team.. and they score against us in a blink of an eye.. we never touched the ball haha.. but than we were told her got into the finals.. but than tml we shall do it agian.. to get better chances =)well can say things are getting better so far.. just that i miss jj alot alot..

and yes.. SKOOL STARTS IN APRIL 24!!! WAHHAHAHAH CAN DIE WAITING

Who is comming and who is going? I just sit here and wait.. during hari raya last year.. my house nearby.. this road.. where will it take me? who will be there? who won't? life is like a box of chocolates.. ya neva noe wad ya gonna get =) 

lalallala

omg mates.. been going out everyday to town.. since monday.. shites.. i am so broke now.. staying at home.. will just make me think think think until i go nuts.. its soooo boring at home.. =( tml is jj nite.. alot of ppl asking me if i was going.. wad do ya think? lol.. duh!! going of course... oh mann.... skool starts like next month for me.. soooo long... i at home blasting music into my ears.. the same song.. over and over agian.. addicted to this song.. don't you forget about me.. it really suits my mood now.. serious.. haha... having mood swings.. felt so good playing soccer just now... but i got injured in just 5 mins.. so unlucky.. i hurt my foot bone.. soo pain!! yet i played for 4 hours .. hope i wun go nuts until i go and do something stupid.. tml afiq asked me to go clementi gym to work out haha.. need to pass him the money also.. think i go for awhile only... i badly want skool to start asap!! i super bored.. somebody please just kill me.. so i wun suffer lol..

life is amazing yet boring now!! cause staying at home..is like URHH... cant do much.. anyway.. hope tml will be a better day la.. cause i will be going to jj nite!! hehe =)

Don't you forget about me

THis song is dedicated to you

DON'T YOU FORGET ABOUT ME

Won't you come see about me
I'll be alone, dancing, you know
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out
love's strange: so real in the dark
Think about the tender things
That we're working on
Slow change can pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart

[Chorus]
Don't you forget about me
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't you forget about me
(times 2)

As you walk on by
Will you call my name
As you walk on by
Will you call my name
When you walk away

Oh, will you walk away
Will you walk on by
Come on, call my name
Will you call my name

la lalala la lalala lalalalalala
la lalala la lalala lalalalalala
la lalala la lalala lalalalalala

globe

today went shopping wif my parents the entire day!! bough new globe shoes!! super chio.. nice cool.. haha .. i just loved it.. din expect them to spend so much on a shoe for me.. first time!! =) anyway.. i got a new pair or ear phones too.. i loving it.. makes my music feel so real now where ever i go.. sound quality matters alot!!! meet up wif bryan and mike just now at kap.. we talk crap all the way sia.. and say how we miss our times.. yea.. its nice seeing both of them back.. guess i gonna miss alot of frens soon.. tml going for yfc interview.. hope and pray hard i get in =)

creep

today was an emotional day.. thinking of just 1 thing.. and yes it did make me feel so lost.. in the morning went for wu shu.. went to jun wei's house first.. than train on some of my rusty moves in wu shu.. injured my groin badly.. so yea.. cant kick much.. today when i was sparing.. i felt like giving my full force out.. but i cant la.. or else i will die.. after that went to work.. everyone at coffee bean was like.. MING!! u still working? surviving? lol.. than act like they forget me la.. i just felt that i wanna be isolated the whole day.. stare blank.. after my work.. i went out to my work place the tables there.. the outdoor part of coffe bean.. the view was fantastic.. and the wind was strong.. i stood on the pillar.. where below me was a cliff.. i just rasie my hands up and close me eyes.. why am i feeling this way.. the wind blew my sorrows always.. felt better.. my fren at coffee bean was singing the 'creep' song.. lol. it really suits my mood la.. felt like screaming ...

anyway.. i just cant wait to go skool la.. all the jc start aready.. while the polys all still got 1 month?? =( =( .... i wanna like start studying seriouslly.. and yea.. play soccer.. do everything.. better than just work and work everyday.. oh my.. i think without music .. i would had gone nuts.. music control my emotions..

i guess that life for me.. it begins wif happiness.. and passion.. tuesday going for youth flying club interview.. to get my private jet licence.. wif kenny.. called me during work la.. haha.. it will be another week break.. dunnoe do wad.. till sunday i work agian.. i got so many things in mind wanna buy aready... get a good laptop.. get a crumpler laptop bag.. get a bike? get new shoes.. get new shirts from topman.. get a few pants.. get more gel and wax.. omg it makes alot of difference when i wax my hair.. or else i look like nerd.. gotta gear up wif confidence to start studying hard agian..

lulululu... all i can say mates.. Welcome to my life ! yea simple plan .. haha this is so sick.. more like mattew bellamy.. i wanna be.. i also feel like being kurt cobain.. do wad he is most happy doing... but sad la he kill himself because.. wad ppl love to see him to do is wad he hate most to do.. so yea.. life is quite unfair.. shotgun to the head.. think i should like go and learn turn table.. so can learn to become slipknot.. aggresive emotions.. always

sup

hello.. its like 1.15am now.. yea.. felt like blogging after looking all 06A02 photos.. looking at it reminds me of times we were together.. yea nice.. anyway.. i think that many things are getting clearer to me now.. i think that i get hold up quite easily.. hakim was like repeating this over and over agian.. haha.. he is really my real fren.. even duo he wasnt there for me all the time.. but he was there when i needed him the most.. i got to say that if not because of him i wouldnt be wad i am today.. he made me love music.. how to aprriciate life.. and time to chill out haha.. oh my oh my.. ngee ann poly.. gonna meet alot of new ppl agian..

oasis still remains the band i always let it lead my life.. songs that will play my life "dont go away" "stand by me" " let there be love" "dont look back an anger" "stop crying yur heart out" listen to these songs.. they pretty much lead the rythm of my life.. its nice stuff..