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HELLO MATES!! wowhoo.. haha just finish 13hours of work today.. tml my pay gagi UP ! 30 cents perhour more hahhaa.. power.. 14 more hourse to OT OT OT OT!! wowhoo haha.. anyway i am really excited abt saturday night.. cause i gonna camp at my work place overnight!! and guess who is the vip?? HAKIM!! woot woot wooT!!! haha.. omg i really miss him alot lots lots misses.. and he is gonna go to ns =( awhh... but he is gonna be a man yea.. yea bro .. dun forget our plan that we like next door haha.. i think our neighbours are gonna be fucking piss off wif the noise level.. cause its gonna be Boom boom BOOM everyday like how we used to hang out at west coast.. relec only yea... i bored u bored.. just walking distance to the park and chill out.. i guess hakim doesnt read my blog. soo.. yea.. anyway wat matters its inside here <3 =) rawk on bro..

soo yea.. i am quite suprise i did make someone feel special abt a event i made not long ago.. a crazy bbq infront my house.. in the park... and that man is non other than my sweet puffly vocalist KHAIRUL.. kai in the house yea.. haha.. he kind of said to me.. "ming.. lets have bbq once agian over at yur place yea? its the best bbq i ever had in my entire life.. i mean like its fun la.. let do it once more =)" OMFG u noe how touched i felt that mate? owhh.. it was yea.. melting me .. haha.. never did i expect to like u noe.. haha.. and yea khai at the end of this year.. we gonna party over at my place? yea? or best we make our own chalet la.. u noe.. my class chalet or some stupid shit grp of frens i bbq wif.. i think my homemade bbq is the most fun la.. and oh yea.. u noe why..?? cause HAKIM IS THERE!! omg.. he makes a big impact to the party la.. he is the man..haha this are the kind of things thats makes me feel happy in this world.. friends whom i spend my times wif .. the moments that we always had.. =) bros for life..

anyway.. oh yea.. steph u tagged my board=) hahaha.. yea.. glad u did cause it kind of like revive my blog agian.. so yea thanks sweetie.. and oh yea.. i am in the next 5 .. hahha quite suprise my name is there in yur blog steph.. thanks =) i dunnoe why.. but it seems that i can never stop crapping wif u hahha.. so yea.. be honoured yea to have yur name here in my blog post!! haha..

so yea worked 13 hours today feel happy.. and yea.. made frens at my workplace.. 3 man.. omg.. all look so young but then they are like 22 23 23.. all uni undergrads.. pro pro.. but they are nice people la.. talk to me abt ns.. abt drving bla bla bla.. we talk and work the same time.. fun la.. and one of them studying in USA wahh!! hahha..

and yea.. i have a song in mind.. goes to someone u know who u are lol. so here it goes.. music for life! =)

Matchbox Romance - PROMISE


what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

nice song yea? jam this song someday =)

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today something really struck me.. something i been wondering why i been blogging since dunnoe when.. since i was sec 2? hrmm.. cause pearlyn is like so anti blogging and say that why would u wanna let people know yur personal stuffs and feeling.. for me i dun see it that way.. i mean like .. i would love to share my thoughts and feeling to everyone la.. because its something i know that it is harmless? blogging dosent mean telling people just how you feel and what u do or wad so ever.. i treat it like i am sending a message to who ever reads my blog.. why do i hate why do i love? why i do i care? everything has it reasons.. abt my feelings.. hrmm.. maybe because i really have no one to talk to? i admit i have quite a loner life but.. there is always someone who proves me wrong that i aint one.. and that is those who will always stand by me.. family or frens.. well.. what ever i blog is not always my 100% of what i think or feel causei feel that everyone have the rights the kept some thing within them.. i do have my presonal stuffs that i have kept deep inside too.. i kind of love blogging because i love sharing my thouhgts and feeling.. cause its somewhere i can really express whatever i want.. being in my own world.. being the ming he is always is.. sometimes things just keep repeating to me.. i just felt like its worthless in this life.. because whenever u wanna start anew people just cant treat u that way cause u aready gave them the impression.. so the only way i think is that just shut the fuck up and smile.. always keep it cool and steady.. i believe this will keep my temper down and learn =)

and for those who do read my blog.. i would like to say thank you for your support =) thats one of the reason why i blog.. cause people just like to read what ever rubbish i type somehow hahaha... i dunnoe why but thats the way it is... tml gonna work agian.. 9.30am.. so yea nites amigos.. RAWK ON!

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hello people.. sorry haven been blogging quite some time... came back from chalet few days back.. okay had fun.. world cup fever and all that.. and i lost quite alot =( i been feeling sick since dunnoe when.. just cannot recover fully.. guess must be the way i rest or something.. tml gonna start work aready.. expecting to at least get 500 plus... gonna save the money and maybe use 50 to bet on something haha.. clear all my debts also.. i think my debt can sum up to 100 sia.. working the entire whole week.. guess that all my fun is over now =( talking abt my previous post being like so fucked up.. i guess things are getting clearer now for me... i had a good talk wif chee fatt abt my worries and everything.. think that i am being too self centered sometimes..so ya.. this shouldnt had happen la.. anyway i still haven mention my sweetheart yet in this blog.. so ya those who dun noe was going on for me .. so yea i am attached now =) abt 1 month plus aready la.. btw her name is pearlyn.. got to know her from ngee ann.. okay la.. i dun wanna say anything much here cause i scared i say wrong thing later she come kill me hahha.. jkjk... i dun think she noes i blog la.. haha.. well.. i am actually quite surprise of how things happen.. never did i expected things to be so fast for us.. but it has been a hell of a ride la.. still building up together.. so yea.. the only sad thing for us is that i hardly get to have my time wif her.. so ya.. its has been quite sensational to just get used to things now.. things i still yet to tell her i haven .. haiz... as time goes on i hope i still now wad i am doing and i am still the man i used to be.. as happy as always =)