[Verse 1]:
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It won't be long before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

[Chorus]:
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now

[Verse 2]:
Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our eyes that night even said somethings weren't true
Why'd you go
I haven't seen my girl since then
Why can't it be the way it was
Cause you were my homie, lover, friend

[Chorus]:
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now

[Bridge 1]:
I can't lie
(I miss you much)
Watching everyday that goes by
(I miss you much)
Till i get you back I'm gonna try
(Yes I miss you much)
You are the apple of my eye
(Girl I miss you much)
(I miss you much)
I can't lie
(I miss you much)
Watching everyday that goes by
(I miss you much)
Tell I get you back I'm gonna try
(Yes I miss you much)
You are the apple of my eye
(Girl I miss you much)
(I miss you much)

[Chorus]:
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now

[Bridge 2]:
I want you to fly with me
(want you to fly)
I miss how you lie with me
(miss how you lie)
Just wish you could dine with me
(wish you could dine with me)
One that would grind with me
(one that would grind with me)
I want you to fly with me
(want you to fly)
I miss how you lie with me
(miss how you lie)
Just wish you could dine with me
(wish you could dine)
One that would grind with me
(one that would grind)

[Chorus]:
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now

confuse

so now we fell apart. and just like 24 hours ago we were like dying to be together. hrmmm.. i am really confused ....
i am sorry for hurting you and making life like hell.
everything has its limit. i really did tried my best not to hurt you
i just wanna make u happy. to just see that smile on your face.
but baby you are now gone..
i am really confused now.
what do i want now?


is there forever and ever?

is this the end of me?

today is the day when things go wrong and people come together.

1st thing happened in the day - my gf broke off with me
2nd played soccer with my cousins and uncle
3rd i broke down the whole day because i only found out the 1st part after playing soccer
4th went back home all my relatives were at my house for Hari Raya Haji
5th my cousin also had the same problem with me which is the 1st
6th talk things out tried to make each other feel better
7th she calls me to tell me she made up her mind
Last - i seriously dont know what to do now =(

sometimes i feel that things happen for a reason which i dont see it now.
tml is my exam. sunday my brother's wedding. next week my gig.
what a time that things happen. :S

proud arrogant backfire effect

well i been wanting to improve playing table tennis but it seems like i am not in the favour of the one being to improve . every time i come to play the first thing they would say is i am gonna lose cause they have improve. i mean like wtf. i come to play for fun and it seems the enjoy just trashing me at it. so yea. maybe i just give up playing so they wont have the pleasure anymore to do that. life is full of shit . and ends up i am always the bad guy who is arrogant and proud . lol . in the first place who is ? watever man. fucked up life. just because i had something on earlier they wanted to badly to see me lose.

i miss my baby =(

choice

hey yo its been a freaking long time since i last blog? anyway alot of things has happen in my life. As you all know i play guitar for Beyond Crimson Horizon. But well i guess it will come to an end soon. Not good enough to be part of the band so yea. i guess i will be taking my leave. and well i am currently trying out the other bands. sometimes i ever wonder what makes a band. but i guess its my downfall ever since new members came into the band and i have been heavily brought down with my style of playing and sucky skills. they wanted to push me to keyboards for BCH but i guess i might as well take my leave since i cant play the guitar. even being a 3rd guitarist i think i would be the lousiest.

I still remember the times when i just join the band. it was like so fun.. no pressure and we just play. but as times goes by .. drummers after drummers.. i still played like how i used to but this time suddenly they said that my timing is wrong and i am SUCKY.
after such a long time jamming together and because of new members i am being like in a difficult position. and after not jamming as a band for a very long long time . Rex is trying to keep me in the band to just play keyboards.

Last saturday we had a jamming session with a new drummer (just trying out) he went out of beat a couple of times. but average he is okay can improve. BEcause i have been sucky the past few session including at HOME CLUB, i trained on my guitar parts before the jamming and the days before. Hoping they would see some improvement. BUt guess wad happen during the jamming session. Rex suddenly told the drummer and ME to watch our timing. i swear to god that how can i be out of time when i never even play the part? and the rest of the members who are instrument players say nothing. well personally i felt i improve but to them i din soooooo. yeaa... after all those practices i made for the band like gone to drain. as long as i stayed in the band.

so now they making the bassist to overtake my lead guitar and a new bassist is comming along with a new drummer.. soooo yea... i guess thats the reason what make me decide to leave the band. after jamming around together for like almost a year. it ends..

and this is what i feel and think.
Rex keep saying i am EGO dont wanna admit my mistakes and like EGO EGO EGO. i seriously felt like shit because i admited my mistakes and wads the EGO about?
Being in a Band where improvement = perfection?
if i move to keys it would be no better to my music ..
thats why i decided to find a new band where i can master my skills and improve,
and incase for u guys to know we jam like 2-3weeks once? sometimes months.

All i know is i wanna be a better musician
have i made the right choice?

here without you

and there she went through the doors to the other side. all i could do was just to see her walking her walk away like nothing is wrong. it was just a glimpse of short moment i could hug her and kiss her goodbye and yet the torture is 11 days. even before the plane took off i started missing her terribly alot. she called me later saying her last words before taking off and there she goes...

about 10 hour later she called me from thailand. but she was in a hurry.. it only lasted less than 2mins on the phone. and an email from her.
since then...... there was no contact till today..

i been thinking alot about her.. i dont know what to do.. so i just kept emailing her everyday. hoping that she would response. i miss her so much but i just couldnt reach out to her. maybe my cry wasnt far enough for her to sense that i needed her that badly. 3 days without anything its scary. also after finding out there was a bomb at thailand . at the southern part. she is in the northen part thank god. but still a response tell me that yur okay would do good and i know that she is safe and sound.a small effort just to response would just save the day for us. i cant possible force forget she existed right? i love her thats why i felt like this . because she is not in my arms . i dun blame her for anything but sometimes i just feel sad at times like these when i dont even know how she is doing. i pray for her safety and hope she has a great time over there.

torn from baby arm
absence cause us harm
thoughts of the unknown
tears held up strongly
wish upon the stars
that you could hear my cry
so that i see you once more
with one small effort
save the day for us

meet the parents

okay.. today only attended 1 hour of class in school and then went to davis guitar again to buy some stuff and then send my sweetie home =)

and guess what i send her to tampinies , to her bus stop, to her block, to her lift , to her door stop, to her house!! wat haha.. meet the parents was fun =) nice people got lots of cakes and drinks but yea i was shy. so yea.. update more tml brb.

A whole new happy life =)

hi everyone, 2008 has been so far been a good start for me. things has been quite shaky here and there but well i guess everything has been great for me. Its been a really really long time ever since i was this happy. =) This whole new love thing with my girl friend has really lighten up my life and i am so greatful to have such a charming and sweet girlfriend. And now i have found the thing i always wanted and this time round i will treasure her even more and try my very best not to ruin it. Its a blessing for me that someone like her came into my life and promise never to leave me and i appreciate it very very much .

Life is more fun than ever! =) I never been this happy before. And i thank her for everything she does for me. We laugh,cry,sing and even Dance!! haha.. I don't whats more to come but its just so fun . And i dearly miss her badly when i don't see her for a short moment. No matter how far the distance it takes to see her , as long we walk towards each other its such a small world after all .

And also my band is doing our demo now. I have a damn good feeling it rocks because yea the drums , guitar and i can literally feel the lyrics how it gonna be sung like . ROCK ON BROS!

And I love u sweetie! Muack =)