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today wasnt really my day.. but i rather felt quite peaceful.. i was actually so anxious abt the vjc match the entire whole day.. cause this could be my last match playing for jj and play against such a strong team.. leassons today were cool.. everything went smoothly.. and quite slack.. played badminton.. lol.. to actually warm my legs up la.. i felt my legs so tight in the morning.. after that had maths.. and yea went to jp wif matin,bryan,celest,liying and sarah.. to actually eat 1 hour b4 the match.. ate ice chendol.. haha.. and yea i thought the gathering for soccer was 3.30.. but its actually 3pm.. haiz.. kena rushed there la.. than we started warming up.. kicking around.. had my shots quite accurate.. lol..haiz.. anyway.. later we gathered and huddled.. we sang the skool song.. facing the spporters.. i felt so honoured to have the fans there supporting jj.. faces of my frens mates classmates jj mates... and i look down and up the flag.. bending my head down closing my eyes.. feeling the meaning of the song .. it was very emotional.. could be the last time hearing the skool song.. i was like come on!! lets go and win.. sadly we lost the game 2-0.. we played well.. i was proud of team jj.. i know we can make it to the championship.. i took quite a long time on the field feeling the last breath of team jj.. i am gonna miss my soccer mates.. and the supporters.. i got to thank u all those i ask to come and support.. it was a great exprience =)

results in 2 days time.. yea.. the story is yet to be continued..

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it is confirm that this friday results are out.. I seriously want to have less than 20 points so i can stay in jjc.. i only had this thought only after taking my o levels.. thats why i having double thoughts.. haiz.. i should had put in even more effort la.. so i am confident abt it.. so afraid my results really screw me up..

well mates.. i really wish to stay in jj.. if i dun.. i would be sad.. even being in jj for only a month plus.. it has become a part of me.. the friends.. the teachers.. the faces.. the spirit.. after all the effort in put in jj wif my commiment in soccer and ogl.. it was all worth the blood to shed for.. today training was damn xiong la.. ran 300m burst.. 5 times!!! wth.. my legs cant even move properly la.. than play match after that.. than kena scold like wad la.. haiz.. its okay la.. i can take my mistake and learn.. now my body heating up because i have been not feeling well and i overwork my body out today.. almost vomited during training..

well tml gonna watch movie after skool wif celes and kuinoi.. dun abt the rest.. bryan said he had shadow meeting.. i suppose to go for coffee bean class lessons.. but since this is our last week of skool.. i wun let u all down and go on wif u all =) because this is the only chance in life we will have..

i really feel like making a tribute to jjc when i am gone.. to show my loving memory in jj that i will never forget.. cheer mates =(

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omg i think i am seriously gonna fall sick.. been coughing.. well today went to skool for the ogl thing.. met the shadows.. wasnt really comfortable under their hands.. cause its like suddenly they are incharge of the ogls now.. i mean like they are aready selected to lead us.. which gives the ogls no room for leadership among ourselves.. no wonder they kept stressing abt the shadows and ogls sharing same power.. but it seems them controling ogls.. well.. wad to do?

The thing that strikes me most is that when the camp ic scold us for being slack taking our time to be puntual.. i mean like wtf la.. he said 1 pm meet.. than now he said 1245 we should be there aready.. and 1255 is when the bus comes in (like bloodly hell how we noe? ) i just hate it when the scolding gets on.. and its so obvious the kind of face the guy have is like MUAHAHAH i am bigger and have the rights to command u.. i felt like showing my finger.. lol.. its just this thing i am very uncomfortable abt.. haiz... dunnoe la.. its just not right i felt.. all the leadership roles among ourselves are under them.. and being scold.. its just not the spirit la.. i mean like if mistakes we do.. we learn together.. oh ya that reminds me when all the ogls sitting down and all the shadow standing surrounding us.. i mean like wow... i feel so small.. and when i was in the bus.. got this guy who is who damn thick skin.. kept shouting out for cheer.. siao!! than zhi wei also noe.. that this guy why become shadow? he more suitable for ogl.. cause he cheer hell of alot..lazy to talk abt it aready la.>

btw i walk back to clarke quay than met up wif afiq at ps.. we played x box for 3 hours.. haha so cheap.. 7.50!! =) yea felt so good.. and wads better is that we ate billy bombers agian!! on the house somemore..so shiok.. and yea we went hmv.. and guess wad? THEY PLAYED MUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yea i love watching them rocking.. the whole hmv was muse.. yea.. =) after that went home.. and yea.. tada,, i am here =)
ps: tml skool