taken around in june?? haha.. =)  

Long time no blog here yea? =)

I lost touch with my blog since after my n levels.. many many many things has happen... theres many thing i wanna do but in the end i din .. haiz.. its okay than.. still left with one more week or skool.. for the past few days i been going out and my pocket always left empty when i got home.. only yesterday i decided to stay at home and not celebrate xmas eve wif my frens.. cause i noe it would be a wasted of money.. in the end i followed my brother and faiz to queensway to buything things.. i only spend on mac donalds lol.. i can't bear to see my wallet empty agian.. it has been 8 days since i last saw her.. its really weird cause this is one of the longest time i never see or talk to her.. she in japan now enjoying wif her famliy i hope so..=) well me here just sit at home and relax letting time pass by.. also i left less than a week to my gig at chao chu kang cc there.. haiz.. tml we going jaming at bukit batok from 1 to 3 pm.. also my entire family going to sentosa .. and i only can join them by 4pm.. which is really very rush..

today i got up at 1230 pm cause i know that even i woke up early like yesterday.. i would feel bored and start thinking of her and start to miss her.. so i sleep agian until i feel its more than enough.. many things has happen to me the past few months since i blog... espcially getting my results .. i was shaking before i got my results.. when i saw the word promoted on my result slip.. i was over joyed.. when i join back my class sitting down at the hall.. i was kneeling down facing up feeling good as all the hard work i put in has been paid off.. first time in my life to get 3 As .. alltogether of 6 points!! =) i beat most of my classmates.. i expected them to did better than me.. but i only half of the whole level made it... to sec 5.. i saw my classmates or schoolmates ending up in tears or frustrated... i couldn't do anything much either cause the another half of them were joyfully celebrating their results.. i was really glad for afiq that he made it to sec 5.. he has been thinking to go sha tec.. but i really wish him to take o levels cause i know that he can do it.. jun wei also made it.. and all three of us still remains.. we three have been going out through out this holiday.. without ellice wif me now.. they were always there accompany me.. but sometimes there were misunderstanding... no matter how much i have company now i still really do miss her.. thinking of it almost everyday of wats happening to her.. cause the last time when i did talk to her.. she wasn't in a good mood... so thats makes it worse.. well.. i hope things are clearier now for her after her trip to japan..

we have been together almost to 4 months ready.. i discovered many things along the way.. what i learn in life.. i spend almost 2 hours just to travel and meet her and make my way home.. i dun mind doing there as long i get to see her.. the most thing i hate abt us doind is when we have to say goodbyes and going in seprate ways.. and she lives really far away from my house.. her house from serangoon all the way to west coast.. takes 2 hours just to go there and come back.. and when its pick hours.. its worse... sometimes i can't sleep in bus as i aready slept to much when making my way there.. i think about 5 days ago i went to her house in the morning the area there.. i reach there abt 815 am and waitied for her call at the park..i got my frens to get rite to her but she was sleeping and not feeling well.. so than i waited in the park listening to my mp3.. until it was 1045am.. hakim told me to make my way back home as her mom is at home.. than i was in misery walking all the way back to the mrt station instead of taking bus... but actually i was suppose to wait for her call before leaving my house.. but i wanted to spend more time wif her so i went ealier.. i told her i will come around 8.. and call when she gets up.. but can't really blame her la.. she wasn't feeling well.. so i guess that i just have to make my way back home =( But many things really did happen between us through this 4 months..

I have been listening all to Muse lately.. i really love their songs.. Mattew Ballalemy the front man is really a pure talent.. He sings damn well.. plays piano damn good.. and he rocks playing guitar.. and all his music are experimental music.. as he discovers her his own style.. i like them about their originality.. Josh Groband is also another artist i found that is really talented.. his music shares with the whole.. even though he plays classical music.. i still love listening them as i find them very meaning full.. my song on my blog is playing his song " You Raise Me Up" he other songs are also very good.. i respect him for making music for everyone to listen... if there were another person like him.. they would only use their songs for worshiping.. but Josh Groband makes music for everyone ... John lennon also is another man i respect.. his song "imagine" is trying to show the world if there is no border lines between us..there is no religion and no race between humans in this world.. everyone would be equal... can tell that he is trying to bring peace among the races and religion.. until today i still see a great division of me and my frens cause of their religion.. even ellice.. it saddens me to see things works this way and people have come to accept it.. I hope one day we all have every rights to accept each one of each other to united with..

This comming thursday my brother i comming back from australia but i still haven pack up his room lol.. =) i think i take my time to clear la.. dun need to rush so much.. cause i have to move all my instruments.. tml i having another soccer match.. i heard its a strong team.. but that dosen't mean i will not perform!! haha.. today going to practice freekick wif my brother at qifa.. but its raining now.. haiz.. i guess my luck for these few days has really been very very bad.. and i dun like it.. but i am always prepared for anything unlucky thing happen=) i hope i will continue updating my blog.. i can't possibly type everything i miss out now haha.. =) okie than... Merry ams and happy new year!