after all the blogs i have made.. i still think that blogspot is still the best =) ... all i ever wanted was a nice blog where i can express my thoughts and feelings... also reminding me how i was... i feel better somehow typing out all my thoughs in day.. sometimes i may not have the time.. but i still think that i should spare a little time expressing myself here everyday.. actually today was quite a usual day like the rest even though the australians visited my skool.. i neva got a chance to interact wif them as i was only doing the underground work.. aiya.. well.. i find that nice and cool... =) they are much more passionate ppl as i can say cause they we will united together and give their best shots... i haven been doing my hwk for quite a while.. i just dun feel like doing at home cause i need rest to go skool tml.. the homework are like killing me.. but no choice.. got to do also in the end... i do all my work in skool as i can concentrate better and no distractions.everyday feels like the same to me.. nothin much happen.. i dunnoe wat the hell i am doing or wat is going on.. i dun wan to live a life like this ... i want a cheerful life where many things happens everyday and i wish that i could never feel tired... like this i can spend doing soo many things wif time.. most of my time are wasted on sleeping and resting.. which i think its kind of shortening my life spend.. i wish i could live in a world wif full of music and enjoyment... even though i have all i ever want... whats the point of having every single damn thing if u dun haf anyone to share it wif... that spoils my happiness sometimes... if i were to go through much more than now.. all the sufferings and enjoyments.. i could know wat life is.. now i can admit that i am not suffering much .. which is gonna happen for next few years... i know its just gonna happen.. i think from now onwards.. i must fight all that stops me.. fight for the best of me... study is a must.. and my music is also a must..... come on!! i can do it!! yea? okok..i rememebered how i toture myself last year.. sleep damn late like 3am drink coffee do hwk.. now i also can do it!! come on.... hehe... i make sure i will finish it tonite.. from tml onwards.. i will live up my life to the fullest... !!! do all i can to spend every second of my time ... okok... i will make very sure i pass my mid year wif flying colours!!! yea!!! hehe...