np

helloo.... sup mates.. yea came back from camp aready .. sports camp was great.. we played hard and cheered hard.. grp name RIO haha.. but i wasnt 100% on la.. cause there are alot ppl who are on also.. so ya i decided to be quiet for the first time =) well.. yea met alot of great ppl.. the seniors are really someone who i do look up to.. cause they deserve the respect la i can say.. the way they put up themselves.. its good.. cause the camp is 100% run by the seniors. no students.. its amazing that the camp is so steady... play quite alot of sports... like 4x100 long jump high jump volley ball floor ball dragon boat kayaking canoe polo captain ball in the swimming pool! haha.. cheerleader stuns.. and yea throw potatoes.. haha.. the last day was the most gross part la.. we kena butter oil paint and spoilt milo.. super gross la.. than under the hot sun.. i kena sun burnt =( haha.. but it was all fun la i can say.. the cheers are were awesome.. after all i felt quite happy to be in np.. =) the people around are just socialble.. so yea.. made alot of frens.. my grp alone is like 30 plus.. plus the cgls and other grps.. think abt 60 plus or more new ppl i met to be frens.. haha.. oh ya.. how can i forget this ... the food was BRILLIANT!!!! WOHOOO.. even it was chicken all the way.. but it rocks!!! bbq chicken chicken chop kfc chicken style.. nasi lemak fried rice.. superb la.. !!! haha.. okay now i looking forward to FOC camp.. which the camp would be abt 4 times bigger muahaha...=D

anyway yesterday nite i went to watch acjc tempest.. which cost 25 bucks!! wahhaha.. i only paid 10 so far cause its really alot la.. the play was acceptional.. i can say.. cause i din understand the whole thing but got a main idea of it.. than i reflect abt wad i could do wif 25 dollars.. haha i rather go watch 2 movies in a row and have a meal or play lan for the whole day la.. haha... haiz.. nvm la too bad i aready bought the ticket anyway.. it was at dbs arts center which is just beside beach bar only la.. the everton supporters gathering is over there.. so yea. i been there quite alot of times.. well i really restrict myself from going out these few days.. cause the transport is expensive and i have little cash.. so yea i am gonna camp home till foc camp!!! muahahhaa.. sowie mates unless go play soccer at west coast... well yesterday met kris brayan liying eric and mike agian since dunnoe when...last week? i think so... din talk much to them expect kris and bryan.. i think i kind of lost touch wif them... i guess that they have their own reasons of being busy la.. they do contact among themselves... ya only bryan and kris the one left who still keeps in touch wif me.. i got a strong feeling that i am gonna fade away soon from their lives.. cause i am gonna be quite busy in np now... lol.. almost everything i wanna do can be in my own skool la.. unless they wanna meet at kap regularly.. which we promised to la..but so far we din really had such meeting =( sad rite.. haha..

anyway.. yea.. FOC camp here i come.. and oh ya liying thanks for the shirt lol... its from hong kong rite.. ? yea nice shirt thanks.. one more collection of shirt i have now haha... btw i have a fren who stays near my house also go np but he is in AT guan!!! wahaha.. got someone to go skool wif aready.. yea 3 years!! we also go ns together like that.. gonna be my buddy for sure.. i swear haha.. some he study the course i interested la.. i gonna hunt him down hahaha.. kk i shall stop here.. gonna have my keyboard lesson .. i haven been practicing .. gonna die sia!! haha..

yawns in the morning

hello once agian.. =) omg 1 last song to post b4 i go.. haha its a boyband song but yea its nice la.. by westlife if i let you go

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame
we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go?

going to camp

hello mates i am going to camp tml morning.. yea good isnt it ? i am gonna be away.. miss ya all =) if u wish to update me.. just tag my board the happenings.. thanks if u do.. my bag is so big la haha.. super jumbo size.. but who cares.. its gonna stay in the room anyway.. so yea.. i now listening to american pie band camp soundtracks.. really cool.. smooth and nice flowing... my emotions pouring out in the night.. feels really good =) was chating wif bryan just now on msn.. were like pouring out our trouble and doubts.. and he remembers wad i used to say to him lol.. haha.. bryan if yur reading this.. i chat seriously sometimes ya noe.. i mean like i really take it in and i do think abt what we last chat abt.. not everytime but at least i do... yea... when yur down.. stand up and take a look around.. and keep on moving.. cause if u dont u will be stuck the haze of troubles.. well.. i just love this line from sum41 'i try to be perfect but nothing was worth it' haha its nice la.. too many songs have gone through my head.. and changing my thoughts.. i think music has somehow control my emotions.. dunnoe if its good or not.. lol... anyway.. i love the music i listening now.. cant wait for camp to start tml and now its 2.30am and i have to wake up at 7.30am lol.. 5 hours.. haha.. kk i think i better stop here.. oh yea.. thanks for everyone who is reading my lame shit blog haha.. cause sometimes its hard to understand what i am saying here.. well i shall end this entry which i told bryan just now.. i am trying my best to enjoy life now.. no worries no doubts.. just go on and enjoy! =) cause i am Mr Brightside... !! haha rock on dude

iho

THE HELL SONG!!! BY................. SUM 41!!!!


Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't believe this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with
Am I not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back and as for me
I can't believe

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
(Anymore)
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
(Anymore)
Now that I find out it ain't so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
(Anymore)
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
(Anymore)
Now that I find out it ain't so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

hello

hello mates.. tml is my camp and i haven pack a single thing yet lol.. i am addicted to this song now.. pieces.. by sum 41 it rocks.. !! =) omg tml camd and i going for a soccer match during the camp.. yea yea big day out tml till thursday... u noe sometimes i wondered the things i done day by day.. sometimes i felt that i should had done something else.. now i have all the time in the world. and when skool starts.. i can make my own time table.. 3 years.. yea.. i guess its gonna be a hell of a ride.. i been playing soccer non stop for 3 days.. and tml would be the 4th.. yesterday went to ccab to play wif kris and his acs baker frens.. its super hot la.. in the morning till noon.. than i and kris chill out in the toilet in our shorts lol.. lying down on the seats and just daze and talk talk.. haha.. after that we went kap to eat macs than we walk to beauty world to get his pants... lol.. than walk back la.. somehow we have this chemistry to just talk alot haha.. i dunoe why but it doesnt work on everyone.. there are frens who i can just talk non stop... and laugh laugh and yea just talk alot of things la under the sun or moon..

well i cant change for the sake of the people because its me =) its not worth it la.. i wun be happy myself like that.. anyway.. today played at tanglin sec ... played only 15min? wtf? haiz. hope tml play full game.. so yea can score more goals.. anyway i got this catchy tune last nite.. wanted to make a song out of it but lost my spirit =( the line is I WANNA BE THERE WANNA BE THERE YEA YEA YEA =) lively and funnky tune .. haha gonna figure it out someday .. sum 41 rocks they rule my life from now on... their songs is always i am better of dead or i am better of my own.. lol... sounds so loner? well i am la.. admit it =) cause i spend like 95% on my own so yea.. makes me offically loner..

this room is so empty..that i am better of dead.. lol.. wtf... anyway.. i think too much music can make me go crazy sometimes.. there was one time i wanna be like slipknot.. haha.. rasing up hell .. anyway.. camp i tml tml tml tml tml yea yea yea wooohooooo... hehehehe... SO AM I STILL WAITING... FOR THIS WORLD TO STOP HATING... CANT FIND A GOOD REASON... CANT FIND A HOPE TO BELIEVE IN .!!! teTEteDa TEteda wohoooo!!!

ROCK ON!!!!!!! \m/