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today soccer traning ran 22 rounds around the field.. lol. than had 2 sided match agian.. this time i play crap.. so ya and my blister tore my skin.. after that umar suddenly just blow off scolding the whole team.. kena pump everything than suddenly go into the gym haha. actually was preparing to have a birthday bash.. and yea we did hahaha.. manage to hit a few times on his back.. he is strong dey.. haha.. all we went through the punishment by umar was just an act haha.. okay la. quite fun..

before training was in skool.. i pon all the lessons!! haha.. so fun.. first i went to see the ogls doing mass dance.. than my class ppl started to join in.. haha.. than suddenly i felt like dancing too.. so yea nicolas offered me to dance.. haha damn gay la.. than later danced wif celest.. can see everyone laughing at my lame dance la..ahhaha.. they recorded my dance la.. wa lao.. better pay me!! haha.. after that went to canteen and sat there for 2 .5 hours.. haha quite fun la.. talk to so many ppl.. than go to prayers.. lol.. i enjoyed it actually cause we are like so united.. than went back to skool played badminton than go soccer..

now i have some inspiration.. which i had lost quite sometime ago.. after days of thinking so hard.. so yea i finally can put it in words in music.. so yea.. hope at least i get something out at the end of the day :D

thursday

hello mates.. today went to JP to watch movie wif celest liying mike bryan milton.. watched pink panter.. wasnt really that good la.. but okok la.. the cinema was so cold!! haha.. after that went to eat at long john.. than go home.. today the things happen quite fast i can say.. did enjoy a little..

sometimes i feel like giving up
there would always be a shine of hope showing me
should i accept the fact ?
should i just go get what i want?
or should i just let it go and wait till another time..
time is running out.. once agian another day is gone..

wednesday

today had training wif blisters on my right foot.. but i played striker today!! haha.. but quite disappointing la.. only got a few shots.. anyway.. dad fetch me home.. so yea.. slept in the car.. nothing much to say la.. cause i lazy to think now.. :D

DAMNIT WOHOO!!!

I GUESS THIS IS GROWING UP ? This song rocks!

It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons
the season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down
(they're falling down)

The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face
the timing / and structure / did you hear / that he fucked her?
a day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report
on losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
someone that understands
sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
and I've been here for too long
to face this on my own
well I guess this is growing up
well I guess this is growing up

And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
you'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
and I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay
the charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back

And it'll happen once again
you'll turn to a friend
someone that understands
and sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
and you've been there for too long
to face this on your own
well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up

tired day

hello mates once agian.. today was a hell of a tiring day.. i fell asleep in almost all my lessons.. yesterday had soccer training.. ran 4km than train some match practice.. super tired.. and i fell asleep halfway yesterday night messaging.. this morning i felt the tiredness.. dunnoe why i ate so much today.. ate 2 plates ... 1 hot dog.. ice cream.. rootbeer float.. ate somemore i came home.. today i am home early!! haiz.. its boring la.. back home dunnoe wad to do.. i guess i will end up sleeping.. suppose to jam today but than mike also very tired so yea..

somehow today pass by very fast.. nothing much happen.. next week is the last week of skool.. i am getting tired of lessons.. all i wanna do is enjoy b4 the postings are out.. and after that its time to get serious.. somehow i just cant wait to get into poly... i even dreamt about the orientation .. lol.. well the sad part is that i am leaving JJ and my new found frens.. hope to keep in contact wif ya all.. i cant imagine life wifout jj in this 3 months.. so yea.. thank you all for everything

my time will come one day..

sunday morning

hello mates once agian.. its sunday morning.. its been a long time since i went wu shu.. i miss my last grading =( anyway i am having soccer feva now.. hahah been playing soccer almost everyday... yesterday training .. i all the way train my shots.. think its getting more accurate.. i love to whack the ball striaght and hard..

anyway.. had keyboard lesson yesterday morning.. and after that went to acjc wif liying celestine matin mike milton and his gf.. lol.. was kind of lost in the skool.. cause i like have no idea wad to do la.. everything also need to use the ticket which i dun have.. haha in the end celest and liying treat me some tickets to get food and tried a few games.. and there was this game where u have to kick the ball through this tire.. and beside it was a guy on wheel chair... haha i almost hit him la.. so scary.. and mike told me to blast the ball.. and it rebound off the rooftop and back to my face!!! hhahaha... damn funny la.. the person was really scared.. he said chill it mate.. u gonna tear this place down. hhaha.. =) after that we went to holland v to eat burger king.. i dun realise time to fly so fast.. and yes i got to go training after that. and it started to rain super heavily .. wif lightning and everything.. in the end when i reached skool.. it stop raining.. and yea we train...

last nite was so horrible la..i kena mosquito attack!! cannot sleep.. than i take blanket and wrap myself up than finally can sleep lol...anyway.. today i gonna play soccer agian.. futsal this time.. time to show some flicks and blast hahaha.. yea.. i love soccer.. just love it..

there are many things i would to say to you but i dunnoe how..
cause maybe u got to be the one that save me
and after all.. yur my wonderwall! =)