Class 06A02 u ROXOR! 

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A brand new day now.. i feel so sorry to done the class message thing so last min than i write so little only.. anyway.. i gonna really miss u guys.. yesterday was the last day and to some it may be the last time i seen u.. my life in jj.. i can never forget.. even duo it may be just only 2 months.. it felt more than that.. how i wish it was 2 years instead yea? well.. time really flys.. now we have come to an end.. every ending there is a new beginning.. for many of us.. i dunnoe if i could still meet u all up agian.. i hope that all of the class 06A02 will never forget the memories we had.. its something i will never forget.. i got to say that i felt sad yesterday going home.. when can i ever capture that moment we had agian.. keep in touch mates...

i hope my life will stay carry on and get better.. i never really talk abt this on my blog b4 cause i noe that she might read it someday.. lol.. anyway.. yea the song i wrote for her.. i spend nights thinking how can i express my feelings abt her.. thinking abt that makes me afraid of manythings.. cause i am like kind of a screwed up person.. so the chances making it a success is slim.. but its amazing.. i got soo inspired when i composed that song.. because i noe that if i dun do it.. i never gonna even have a chance to try.. and i gonne regret for a very long time.. somehow i felt that after singing the song and letting her listen.. i had not done my best.. my personal thoughts are always abt her... what matters most is that i wanna be happy always.. i can't force anything rite.. well.. i cant expect anything good since i went after her.. cause i noe that its just too fast.. i can't really find a reason why she is special.. i just felt it.. i got to respect her decision.. all i can do now is go on wif life and just be there for her.. going to poly may sound like i am gonna slack.. but actually its all crap.. like viknesh told me abt his bro in poly .. its all about pure hardwork if u wanna do well.. i got give my best this time.. i really hope that my frenship wif her will still be there and stronger.. in this world.. anything is possible if u believe.. =)

well going up so high.. i hope i dun end up like kurt kobain.. lol.. skool starts like in 1 month time.. really long break.. hope to keep in contact wif all my jj mates.. guess now its back to old working days wif coffee bean.. yea..

jj

today... all i could say.. is that it was great =)
last day of jj.. yes its sad leaving u all..
and yes finally like can say wad i did today
the song i sang it out today to her..
whew.. that took alot from me..
was touched by the class spport alot..
could had just teared.. but yea i was strong
things are suppose to be better
and maybe is it now =)
thank you u all for everything...
i will miss my memory in JJ
everyone going seperate ways..
yeas i hope we still keep in touch..
06A02 rocks.. and we must still united!!
its the best class ever...

I would like to use this song to remember JJ..

In Loving Memory
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You're a part of me
And its your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And its not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still

All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

omg this photo is like taken 1 year ago? screwed up brain trying to study for o's ... well i was like listening music all the way.. btw this photo is special because its the first ever photo taken on chee fatt's phone!! haha yea.. hey mate.. when are we gonna go for our special trip?? haha miss u lots mate.. u made me laugh the loudest and the longest.. if it wasnt for u.. i wouldnt become a jackass.. well u are the bigger one.. life will never be the same =) 

suck

hello mates.. today i wasnt feeling good at all at the end of the day... i was injured and feeling a abit uneasy... maybe i shouldnt had thought of this so much.. somethings i regreted doing and somethings i did was lucky.. there will always a point of time where i can really go nuts in many ways.. but doing that sometimes makes me feel really free and happy.. and ya.. ppl might think i take this life as a joke..

i don't know how ppl think of me .. its real scary..
one of the reason is maybe because i dun really care wad ppl says abt me and i just go ahead.. sometimes i do get affected and sometimes i dun
if u think i am happy going on this way.. well maybe yur rite..
i am not sure wad the future brings me in..
all the greatest things i ever thought are illusion
can i make it reality?
wad makes me think that its gonna make me happy?
i realise happiness is very important to me..

haiz.. i always get misunderstood.. even the place where i work.. ppl still talks abt me.. which i dunnoe.. i mean like.. how i wish i could just see all of this.. and just correct my mistakes.. i been trying so hard to become someone better.. everytime i felt like i did.. i think it has made me too proud sometimes.. or maybe always..

this is life.. full of everything.. i can feel like i am gonna die..until some miracle saves me.. all i wanna do is music now .. i cant stand all this stress kept in my head.. how i wish i had my own fender and own marshall amps.. training vocals really hard.. thats why i am like losing my voice these days..

i will get my answers sooner or later.. but i always thought of the worst.. and it happens 90% of my life.. i dunnoe if i am really dumb or just that i am not born to do it.. i always dream that i could be like tom delonge someday.. can play the guitar and sing.. not may be the best .. but i just love his style..

all i can do is dream dream dream.. when can i ever take this step ahead of life..
life is all about making choices..
tonight i will just think all night..
have i really started my life?

i am going nuts..

today i am going to take a step ahead

today was quite a strange day
i skip all classes to play badminton
there is something always running through my mind
my mates say i should just go for it
i am just afraid things would shatter
went home today early
slept in the bus all the way
can't say much now
the time will come