toe!!

today had my chem paper.. OMG!! i am like writing this in the same format? shit shit. since when did my creativity died.. =( anyway my english has been horrible ever since my orals.. darn.. i can speak propely and cant spell well.. NONONONONO!!!@! shit shit shit .. my prelims.. i dunnoe.. think maybe at least i will pass 4 subs now? hehehe.. mid year only pass 2.. so that is 100 % improvement.. muahah.. lol. anyway.. tml is chinese 2 and mcq for science.. today damn crap.. i hurt my toe!! banged it agianst the wall while playing soccer.. and it bled furiously.. but i continued playing soccer for another 2 hours hahahaha.. than now it hurts =( i knew this would happen.. hope it wont get infected .. cant wait till tml. and i am free !! MAUHAHA but hope my results is good la of course.. and my o levels. .muahaha.. anyway.. my MUM..!! wahhh.. just now when i told her that my o levels next month.. the first reaction was that she thinks i am not ready and i will do very bad cause i din study.. and i was mad at that cause i am prepared b4 prelims.. come on .. of course we have to prepared b4 any examinations.. i have IQ .. darn.. dunnoe wad they do to me if i had bad results for prelims.. i am gonna be busted by 4 ppl in da house if i do bad =( help me!! and if i get good grades.. i vowed to say that its my own effort and no one motivated me.. seriously everyone in the da house are killing me.. and my mum and eldest bro thinks that if i done well. is because of them pushing me.. i will proudly said that i motivated myself.. if i was weaker.. i could have gone and kill myself or runaway and make it impossible to find me.. this world is big.. sometimes wif just a little love to show.. it makes hell alot of a difference.. !!!!!! >=(