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hello once agian.. today was a weird day.. cause i slept very early last night leaving everyone on msn talking to themself when i forget to log off.. cant sleep well actually after waking up at 1 am.. messy day today.. started wif lit.. than econs.. than break went to play badminton.. thanks nic for the training.. din expect to learn so much.. =) even in maths u help me.. really thanks mate.. than we played squash together.. taught him some basic moves.. haha.. yea went chinese and had chinese spelling and we sang a song.. haha i love the chourus part.. cause the singer went very hight pitch.. had to try a few times to catch that pitch.. haha.. after chinese went to jog 7km.. 16 rounds around the track.. after that went to play wif the j2 soccermates at the bar hahaha.. quite fun but i was later carried away playing wif matin harison and mike.. we practice set pieces.. yea we learn quite alot today.. mike was like so good la.. i mean the way he command.. we like planning wad to do some tactics we discover we actually unlock a way how to use the backs to the center and to the wing to strike.. and practice lots and lots of corner.. slightly b4 that kuinoi and celestine were shouting very far away calling me and said something.. i thought they said good bye or wad.. lol.. than i just wave back la.. actually they went to watch movie wif bryan and liying.. by the time i found out they aready watching the movie i not stupid too.. haha lucky i watched that movie.. matin was teasing me la when we were heading to the coffeeshop cause he heard wad kuinoi and celestine shouted la.. he though i was joining them .. haha than he sabo la.. than the soccerteam came asking me if i was dating them la.. omg.. la.. haha.. no wonder i like wad??? in the end i went to coffeshop wif the soccer team.. we sat and drank and eat.. i drank like 3 cups of water la.. super thirsty.. bryan called me when i reached home.. asking if i wanna join them.. lol.. its like aready 8? by the time i reach they going home la.. wanna to see doctor agian but it close agian!! haiz...

well i just told afiq that i wanna jam tml.. we said okay and plan to hang out tml nite.. yea.. miss those times mate.. when we just hang out till late .. i dunnoe wads my real plan tml also.. think i would be seeing the doctor tml morning.. and afternoon go jamming than catch a movie and chill out at city hall.. haha i dun understand why some ppl just look so low down at city hall la.. its the best place to chill out la.. hahaha.. i mean its like 10 times better than orchard and we dun have to spend so much $$..

when i came home.. i was feeling quite tired and a little sad somehow.. maybe i was thinking abt last nite post i entered..mark u said like i wanna die aready.. ya it sounds like i think.. but thats wad i felt .. a sense of something big is gonna happen.. bad or good i dunnoe.. but there would be a big change in life to me.. i noe it.. lucky i plan my route.. wad happen i know wad to do.. and ya some ppl are like so entu abt valentines day is comming.. lol.. i havent plan anything out yet cause i dun need to.. if ya noe wad i mean.. lol.. results should be out by than.. will get to see my old sec 5 mates.. back.. and yea.. an emotional result taking..

finally i manage to get back my old habits of typing long post.. haha.. it pours out my thoughts and feeling.. think i have to go find places to jam tml and invite more frens..