Monday, May 21, 2007

what a strange day

today was quite a strange day.... i met a stranger out of no where.. it was this nice old man in his 60s 70s? he was hey... and i was like huh? then he told me to come and have a chat wif him.. i was like okay? anyway beatrice was late! haha.. so why not i have a chat.. he has this very nice way of speaking .. i dunnoe its just rare.. maybe this is the kind of stranger u meet once in yut life.. he really hit me when he said he knows what i am by just looking at my eyes and facial expression.. he said this.. son you are troubled i know.. but you are a nice person or else you wouldnt have stop and just walk alot.. well he was saying he is a lover of LIFE! omg when he said that it really brighten ups my day.. its really amazing how a stranger tell u this.. and he said this.. son.. you missing something in life.. someone who understands you and be your companion.. it really struck my really really hard when he said that.. i mean its like what he said does makes sense and true. i have always been so emo abt my own self for quite sometime.. when ever i am alone i will just go to this emo stage where i am in my own world.. and it just kills me being bored and everything. but the thing is that i am like really SOOO GLAD that such person existed a stranger to have a nice chat in the streets. he said that there is something is me and i have a very nice smile.. of course i smiled back at him.. and when i was about to leave him.. he almost cried .. omg omg... he said this.. it pains me when you go away because i am man of love. i felt like crying too.. how i wish that people these days in singapore are more open to talk.. everybody is busy with their own stuff and dun care whats happening around them.. thats why i always wanted to move to australia.. the people there are just like him.. u can really chat wif anybody under the sun .. its very social life.. no wonder the people there are sooo much more passionate and motivated.. for things like this can change the world..